Q&A Bars And Melody (Chardre) (+18)

Q&A-11

First of all... I'm sorry for being gone for so long. I was doing a role-playing thing with a girl I thought was my friend... She dumped me.. She just left me and I have been struggling a little to get back to myself so... Ye know?
I am really sorry for leaving for so long.thank you for those who stayed.
Love you guys

Charlie kissed Leo back and picked him up against the wall.
"Hum... Charlie?" He looked at Leo and saw they weren't agaisnt the wall anymore. Instead Leo was against the door

Charlie snapped out of it and cleared his throat.
"Sorry... I... YeH?" He asked.
Leo smiled and hummed.
"Why are you so distant from me lately?" He asked genuinely hurt and concerned. "Was it something I did?" He asked.
Charlie sighed and cleared his face.
"No... I'm just.... Some stuff isn't easy and Ana and I have been fighting a lot lately" He said not really lying but also not saying the whole truth.

Leo looked at him and nodded.
"Okay... Keep lying to me" He said clenching his teeth.
"If you decided to come clean to me you know where to find me!"
Leo left after that and didn't wait for Charlie to call him or even go after him,it was easier this way.
He just didn't get why Charlie couldn't tell him what was wrong.

Charlie looked up at the ceiling and took a few deep breaths.
" I'm in love with you" He whispered knowing Leo wouldn't hear him.
He wanted to run after him to stop his best friend from leaving but he couldn't.
It wasn't fair to him so instead Charlie went back upstairs and shut himself out again.
He got under the covers and cried.
This was a really big bad episode and he was starting to doubt it would ever end.

One week later

Leo's pov

"I love you... I've been in love with you since I've met you" Charlie whispered clinging onto his shirt.
Leo hummed happily and wrapped his arms around his best friend's shoulders and pulled him closer.
"I love you too... Just wait for me" He whispered.

Leondre woke up in a jump and once again fell down his bed dragging his girlfriend with him.
Carla groaned annoyed.
"Can you please stop falling off you bed and dragging me with you?" She asked chuckling and kissing him.
Leo smiled and nodded.
"Sorry baby... I just don't know why this has been happening so much" He said.
Carla smiled and licked her lips.
"Well... Now that we're both awake we could..." She whispered as she kissed down his neck. "why?" she asked.
Leo looked at her and sighed.
"Charlie hasn't said anything in a week..." He said looking at the ceiling.
Carla sighed in frustration and nodded.
"Well... I'll invite him to the party tonight. How about that?" She asked.
Leondre smiled and nodded.
"Thank you love" He said kissing her "Where were we?" He whispered as they got busy pretty fast.

Charlie's pov

Charlie woke up to a text and a call.
He ignored the call and waited for his phone to stop ringing.
He checked who it was and smiled as he saw it was Ana trying to reach him.
"Morning love... I just woke up. Is everything okay?" He sent as he got up.
He'd taken this week to get himself a little back together.
Ana and him were taking a break but still kept in touch a lot throughout the day.
"Carla is throwing a party... She said I could invite you and your mom said you need to go out so... Two plus two is four :)"
Charlie smiled.
"Okay... That sounds good. Thank you for inviting me.
Wanna go out for lunch?"
"Sure... I'll meet you in a couple of hours?"
Charlie hummed.
"Okay. Its a date" He said as he turned his phone down and went to shower.
Charlie took a quick shower and decided to clean his room.
He started by opening the windows and coughed as he felt the dust particles lift.
"Jeez... I should've cleaned this before" He whispered to himself as he finished opening the blinds and windows leaving the curtains hanging outside the window still.
Charlie got the cups and plates of food and drinks his mom so dearly had been leaving for him to ingest although he didn't.
His stomach wouldn't let him.
He was finishing making his bed clean as he heard a knock on the door and heard it open.
He turned back and smiled seeing his mom.
Karen looked at her son and sighed.
He'd been in bed for days now.. She knew he wasnt eating and she also knew he'd need to go to therapy soon as his weight dropped.
She watched his thin frame as her heart almost stopped.
Charlie lowered hsi head.
"I know it looks bad... I promise it's not as bad as it looks" He said as he got a shirt on.
Karen nodded and a few tears slid down her face as she saw her son's cut up starved body hide under the clothes and she walked inside.
"Charlie..." She whispered.
Charlie sighed.
"I'm not going back there... This time I won't" He said feeling his throat clog a little.
Karen nodded.
"I know.. But what if you have to? I have power over you still sweetheart.. I just want what's best for you"
Charlie groaned annoyed.
"Look... I'm going out for lunch with Ana today. I'm okay mom! I promise" He said as he looked at his broken mom "I've been taking my meds, I've been doing the right thing okay? This was just a little slip" He said stabding by her side "I'm going to go shower. How about we take a little snack together?" He suggested as he knew he wasn't going to eat, or at least let the food settle.
Karen nodded.
"Okay... See you downstairs baby" She said as she left.
Charlie looked in the mirror and lifted his shirt up.
"I am really bad" He whispered to himself.

You can try and hide and run but you can't escape your head love.
They're there and they are waiting to get you!