𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐘𝐌𝐎𝐔𝐒 // 𝐃𝐎𝐑𝐁𝐘𝐍

Sept

Hurtingthoughts
@hurtboy42

I was needed, not cared about..

1:49am • September 17, 2018 • from iPhone

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Blue• @mybluebear
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I care! I thought you were gone 💔😭

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Daniel sat in his room he just got out of the shower a slight stuff in his nose and a chilled feeling were far from the thoughts that swirled thought his head.

He sat on the small bump out by his window. Resting his head on his arms as they laid in the window cell.

The window was open and the cool autumn breeze blew into the face of the boy.

His thoughts were dark, trapping, deadly.

It felt as if his brain was poison and with every word that arose was dipped in the harmful substance.

"I lost my own shadow.." his voice was weak, weak like him.

"I'm lost in my thoughts..my head..the hurt.." he sang softly out the window "I'm lost with no light in this world, no hope, no love, no care.."his voice wavered his head spinning.

"I need relief.."he mumbled.

⚠️WARNING MENTIONS OF SELF HARM⚠️

Stumbling up from his spot he walked to his bathroom, in search for the thing he new could help.

"It'll help.." he convinced himself opening the drawer pulling out the thin blade.

He held it up looking at the small object. He sucked in a breath, hands shaky as he held the blade to wrist pressing down.

Blood rushed from the wound and pain shot up his arm and through his body.

I didn't..it just added to the pain that clung to him

Whimpering in pain at the fairly deep slice on his once smooth tanned skin. Taking an old towel he pressed it to the wound watching as the blood seeped through.

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This is ending soon

I by no means do I think that cutting or self harm in any way is a way to stop the pain. It won't. It'll add to it and make things worse. If you need help my dms are open, even if I may not be the best person to talk to. Try talking to someone or anyone you trust to help because wether you believe it or not you are worth it.

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