Hurtingthoughts
@hurtboy42
I needed relief..I'm sorry..
4:27am • September 18, 2018 • from iPhone
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Sam 🌊 • @smoothsam98
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No please don't do it again 💔
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I carful slid the hoodie sleeve over my bandage on my wrist wincing slightly at the feeling of the hoodie on it.
I looked into the bathroom mirror seeing the tracks of my tears that stained my cheeks.
I washed my face trying to rid myself of how terrible I looked.
I'll be fine, know one notices anyway
I shrugged and patting my face with a towel and throwing on a bennie over my messy hair.
"Daniel! Hurry up we're gonna be late!" I heard Jonah call so I slipped on my white vans and met up with the others downstairs.
"Sorry, uh couldn't find my phone"
"You'd be fine with out it but whatever" jack shook his head following Jonah to the sprinter van.
"I don't think so.." I whispered
"What?" Corbyn looked over at me.
"Nothing.." I covered, playing with my hands.
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"Okay, next question is, what is your biggest secret?" The interviewer. "Daniel?"
"Oh, uh..."
That I'm slowly losing the battle in my head and I'm scared of what happens when I do
"That I did eat the last piece of pizza" I laughed looking at the boys as they held their famous shocked faces.
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As we pulled into our driveway I climbed out of the car heading straight to the back yard.
I sat down on the rocks and took in a breath of fresh air. Tears found their way to my eyes and my lip trembled.
I bit down on my lip and willed myself not to cry.
"Just wait until tonight please.."
"Daniel?"
Corbyn..
"Yeah?" I sucked in a breath trying to steady my voice.
"Daniel what's wrong? Are you okay?"
"No..."
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FanfictionIn which a boy is slowly losing himself and tweets it Or In which a boy is falling for the anonymous pained boy Warning ⚠️ Mentions of self harm depression Started [6/4/2020] Ended [6/7/2020]
