Nicki Minaj, My Mentor: The Sequel

Suicidal

Lauren

(3:00am)

I Couldn't Go To Sleep. I Was Still Worried About Ev. The Last Thing I Want Is For Her To Hate Me.

I Get Out Of Bed Walking Upstairs Towards Evelyn's Room. As I Approach I Notice Her Light Was Still On, This Was Odd Because Its Three O'Clock In The Morning And The Only Time She Ever Stays Up This Late Is When She's Writing.

*Knock Knock*

"Ev?"

No Answer.

"Evelyn Please Open Up, I Want To Talk To You."

Still No Answer.

I Walk To Her Bathroom Grabbing Her Room Key From Out Of Her Medicine Cabinet.

I Walk Back To The Room Unlocking The Door Slowly.

When I'm Fully Inside Im Surprised To See Evelyn Laying Asleep In Bed With Her Clothes On Including Her Jacket- Which Was Weird Because It's Really Warm In Here.

"Evelyn." I Say Gently Shaking Her Shoulder.

She Doesn't Budge.

"Ev Baby Get Up." I Say Shaking Her A Little Harder.

I Then Pull Her Arm Causing Her To Now Be Laying Down On Her Back.

"Evel-" I Stop Speaking. Evelyn Looked Very Pale. There Seemed To Be Something Coming Out Of Her Mouth, Foam Maybe? I Then Feel Her Head And Hands Realizing She Was Still Soft But Very Cold.

"Evelyn!!" I Cry.

I Then Run To The Nearest House Phone Dialing 911.

911- "911 Whats Your Emergency?"

Me- "I Need A Ambulance Right Away! I Just Found My Daughter In Her Room Passed Out!"

911- "Ok Ma'am, Do You Have Any Idea How She Passed Out?"

Von Walks Out Of His Room Rubbing His Eyes.

"Ma What's Wrong?" He Says Examining The Tears On My Face.

Me- "No! I Just Walked In And She Was Like That! Send Someone Right Now!"

911- "Okay, Calm Down Ma'am Help Is On It's Way."

I Hang Up The Phone Running Back To Evelyn's Room.

Seconds Later Von Runs In The Room. "Mom What's Go-" He Stops At The Sight Of Evelyn. "What Happened To Her?!" He Asks Running To Her Bedside.

I Begin To Cry. "I Don't Know."

He Then Starts To Console Me. We Stay Like This Until We Hear Sirens And Knocking Downstairs. We Quickly Run Down To Open The Door And See Paramedics. "She's Upstairs!" I Say Before They Say Anything.

All Four Paramedics Run Up The Stairs And Minutes Later Come Back With Evelyn Stretched Out On A Stretcher. The Sight Of Seeing My Child Like That Made Me Weak.

"Ma'am, We Have Enough Room For You And Your Sons To Ride In The Truck."

Without Hesitation I Grab Xavier, And Von And I Quickly Get In To The Back Of The Ambulance Truck And Drive Off To The Hospital.

(Hours Later Evelyn Is Still Unconscious And All Of Young Money Is Now Gathered In Evelyn's Hospital Room.)

"How Could I Have Let This Happen?" I Hear My Mom Say.

Why Am I Still Here? I'm Suppose To Be Dead!

"Lauren Don't Blame Yourself." I Hear Drake Reply.