with you °haechan

six

hayoon

thursday, it's been three days since i last saw hyuck. and honestly, i feel empty. everything seems so dull. i stared at the boring white board not listening to whatever the lecture is about. i sighed, and put my head to my desk, feeling frustated and sad, very.

i stood up, making the class turn their heads on me, "miss mi–" i cutted off the lecturer by taking ny stuffs, i was going to leave but a hand stopped me "where are you going?" he asked, i removed his hand from my wrist, and was going walk away but he spoke again, "hayoon, not now" he said, i stopped my tracks but did not look back "now or never, renjun" i said as i walked out of the class not minding my lecturer's screams, i slammed the door.

i ran off, arriving infront their dorm  i hesitated. i was going to knock but the door suddenly opened, leaving me in an awkward position. i blinked a couple of times before putting my hands down,
"hey" i said with an awkward smile, but he only shut the door that made me frown.

i felt a tingly pain in my chest so i leaned onto the wall holding my chest "is it my turn to run after you?" i asked myself, smiling bitterly "tch, i guess karma really is a bitch" i sat on the floor still leaning on the wall, i digged my face to my arms, closing my eyes.

hours passed and i was drifting to sleep but i felt water droplets hitting my legs, i looked up to see that it's starting to rain, i scoffed "karma, you bitch" i smiled bitterly before digging my face to arms again. i felt my uniform clutch onto my skin as it get soak with rain water, i felt the rain drops getting harsher.

i heard running footsteps but didn't look up "oh my–" i heard, prolly jisung "who's tha– noona!" chenle, "jaemin" i heard jeno, "let's get inside first" jaemin softly said, "you heard jaemin, kids" said mark. i heard footsteps getting closer, "hayoon" he softly said as i didn't budge "hayoon" he repeated, i slowly raise my head, turning my teary eyes to him. he genuinely smile and took his hoody off to place it on my shoulder, he sat beside me, getting wet "it's cold" he said, i remained silent "do you really have to do this?" worried, which is obvious from his voice.

a tear escaped my eye and flowed to my cheek along with some rain droplets "renjun" my voice almost cracked "why am'i so stupid" i asked him feeling my tears starting to get loosen. he just smiled and took me in his arms as i sobbed, "you don't have to do this, hayoon" he said as he pat my back and i shook my head harshly "no, i have to. this is the least i can do" i said choking with my own words "did you not witness how he did so much for m-me?" i asked "he did so fucking much for me and i took that for g-granted, i can't let him go like this, i cant" i said as i felt my body grow weak, sobbing i fell unconsious.

"you're so stupid"