Little Bird [Kaisoo]

Heaven

He's here again...I want to run, but he's here again.

My heart races as I watch the fragile male sit at the desk right next to mine. The world around me vanishes into oblivion, snowflakes flutter downward from the ceiling onto his desk, in his obsidian hair, and his outline is the only thing I see. He looks like a god damned Angel. His dark eyes shift left and right and he takes in a breath, taking mine with it.

"Jongin" My name is uttered somewhere distant, somewhere familiar but I can't take my eyes off of this man, not for a second, his aura draws me in. pain, pain, pain. The thing is happening again, my nails are digging into the flesh of my palms, sometimes my daydreams feel way too real.

A hand slams itself onto my desk, uninvited. "Jongin!"

My eyes adjust to my physics teacher, Mr. Lee, towering over me.

"Will ya quit scaring the boy, stop staring at him" a vein in his neck pulsates with rage, I sigh and nod. I take a quick glance at the Angel boy to see him smirking, making my heart fly off again.

After the bell rings to dismiss the idiots, the nerds, and the gods and goddesses of the school, the angel boy waits. I try to walk around him, but he stands firmly rooted in front of me. Up close he is so much shorter than me; his hair is a deep brown, not black and his grin, Oh god, his smile...

"Hey, uh, Jongin is it?"

The way my name rolls off his tongue and into the air. "Yeah?" I try to sound confident but I end up cracking my voice in the process.

"I know sometimes people space out, and I'm sorry I got you in trouble earlier, you seemed pretty fixated in a day dream" He giggles and my heart swoons.

"No need to apologize, I zone out sometimes and um...It's my fault really"

He holds out his hand and I take it, "Kyungsoo" he says with a smile

I smile back and shake it, "Jongin"

"Do you want to eat lunch with me today? If you want to of course-"

"Sure!" I say quickly, damn I'm so nervous I'm starting to sweat.

I follow him to lunch and we both get pizza and sit outside under one of the many trees we have in front of the school.

"So, tell me about yourself Jongin"

I hesitate, "There's nothing really special about me to be honest"

"That has to be a lie, you don't seem boring to me at all. You know everyone has something they hide."

I laugh, "Are you hiding something?" His smile falls a little, but he picks it back up within seconds, it looked as if he had done this many times. Hiding his emotions from others, he messed up this time I didn't want to call him out on it though.

"Yeah, I do. I'm not going to tell you though," He pauses staring at me for a moment, "Tell me something I don't know about you."

"I like dancing..." I mutter taking a huge bite of my pizza, his eyes practically bug out of his head and he just stares, nothing else, he doesn't say anything.

"Is there something wrong?" I question, starting to feel uneasy with what I had said.

"No! I'm sorry, I just... so you dance?" He says quickly biting into his pizza.

I chuckle under my breath and clean up the word vomit he left behind.

"I've been dancing ever since I was young and it's a great passion of mine." He listens intensely, and I continue to tell him about my love for it, before I know it we start talking about our lives.

"No way! You had your first kiss in a port-a-potty!" He cringes and laughter erupts from within his soul. A warm feeling began to swim around inside of my belly and my chest filled with caged butterflies. The lunch bell rang, interrupting our fun.

I scowl at the clock as we walk into the school and Kyungsoo stops me, pulling up the sleeve of my shirt; he takes out a pen and scribbles a number onto my forearm. After he is done, he caps the pen and smiles up at me, "Text me later Jongin, okay?" with that he turns his small frame away from me and that's when it happens, that's when he had his hold on me.