''A normal life till i met you''

chapter four ''do i deserve happiness?''

-Tanjiro was still thinking about what the infermary told him, he looked worried but he keeped smiling for dont worry Zenitsu-

Zenitsu:tanjiro...tanjiro???

Tanjiro : eh!

zenitsu: A-are you okay?

tanjiro: Y-yes why?

Zenitsu: zenitsu c-called you m-many t-time b-but you d-didnt answered

Zenitsu: w-why are y-you so w-worried?

Tanjiro: eh?...im not worried.., sorry for worring you

Zenitsu: l-liar Zenitsu c-can hear t-that you a-are w-worried--

Tanjiro: (damn) dont worry im okay its nothing special...

Zenitsu: ok..if y-you s-sy so.. (liar).

-The two walked at home hand in hand-

Tanjiro: we arrived . Welcome home -he says with a bright smile-

Zenitsu: T-thank y-you..

Tanjirio: come, l'ets go to take a shower.

Zenitsu: o-ok..

-after the shower was time to eat-

Tanjiro: Here, i hope that you like it

-the dinner was filled about: rice, and a cup of udon-

Zenitsu: t-thanks -zenitsu starts slowly to eat and tears start fall on his cheek-

Tanjiro: Z-ZENITSU ARE YOU OKAY DID IT TASTE BAD??

Zenitsu: n-no i-its good b-but d-do zenitsu d-deserve this happiness?

Tanjiro: ( i smell deep sadness from him... it make me want to cry-)

-tanjiro slowly hugs zenitsu and wipes his tears-

Tanjiro: you deserve it, you are a good kid dont ever say it again.

Zenitsu: R-really?

Tanjiro: yes.

Zenitsu: lets finish eating and then go to sleep, ok?

-after dinner, Tanjiro shows zenitsu his room-

Zenitsu: G-Good night tanjiro

Tanjiro: if you need something just tell me, im in the other room-

-tanjiro left zenitsu's room-

Zenitsu's POV

Wahhh its the first time that someone takes care of me like this, i really deserve this?

???: hahahahhahahaah obvious that no, who do you think you are?

zenitsu: -starts trembling- s-shut u-up i-i---

??: AH? YOU DONT DESERVE TO BE HAPPY, YOU ARE JUST AN USELESS HOLE, GOOD AT NOTHING, THAT TIME, THE ONE THAT HAD TO DIE WAS YOU.

Zenitsu: AHHHHH STOP STOP, IT WASNT MY FAULT IT WASNT MY FAULT....IT... i-it wasnt m-my fault--. Wait, maybe it was really my fault, because im weak...it wa better if i died that time.. -zenitsu, gets a knife and start cutting his arm while, screaming and crying-

tanjiro: w-what happened... Who is screaming? AH -that moment he remembered what the infermary told him- SHIT ZENITSU WHERE ARE YOU.

-When he entered in the kitchen he run to Zenitsu and he took away the knife while crying-

Zenitsu: GIVE IT BACK

tanjiro: ARE YOU CRAZY? WHAT IS IN YOUR MIND?

Zenitsu: ITS BETTER IF I DIE, IM JUST AN USELESS HOLE, WEAK AND I DONT DO ANYTHING ELSE THAN CAUSE PROBLEMS TO EVERYONE

-tanjiro hugged Zenitsu tightly-

tanjiro: You arent useless, and you arent causing me any problems, so its fine.

-Tanjiro kept holding Zenitsu close to him kissing his face for calming him down. Zenitsu slowly started to calm down and fell asleep, in tanjiro' s arms, with tears and blood-

tanjiro: He fall asleep... -tanjiro started to cry- its my fault, i didnt had to left you alone..( his smell..its not of a kid, its filled with fear and an huge pain and sadness that made me cry even more. I have to do something)

-Tanjiro kissed his face for the last time and started treat his wounds; then he took him in his room with him. Tanjiro hugged Zenitsu and they fell asleep like this-

END OF THE FOURTH CHAPTER

IM REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY SORRY FOR NOT WRITING BUT MY HEAD IS A MESS. PLS enjoy this chapter bai bai. I love u all.

bai from your _lildaikon ^w^