He presence sent me soaring

Me

-POV Sonny -

Life's a struggle we work hard for little reward and others succeed with little effort, life gets you down and it can leave you lost, it can leave you feeling alone, and lost, unhappy with yourself but every single person on this earth is here for a reason and you have to believe that that your not like anyone else you are yourself and every body loves you, and no matter who you are or what you did you can't be forgotten because someone loves you...
My whole life flashed before my life three years ago, when I made the decision I didn't deserve to be here I watched from a unexplainable point of view as my younger self sang along to the radio, as my father held the back of my bike the first time I rode without training wheels I saw myself grow and I'll never forget that interminable 10 seconds. but I'm here today, I'm standing here in front of you and my head is held high as I tell my story I'll never forget what happened that day but I can forgive myself,

My heart pounded one million miles an hour as I stumbled of the stage my eyes clouded over as I found something solid to ground myself one, for the first time in three years I'd just told my story, to a hall full of people !!! What is wrong with me