I've come to the conclusion that I enjoy inflicting pain on people. Not physically but emotionally. It makes me feel human, I mean people have no problem making me feel like shit and inflicting verbally pain on me, so why can I do it right back at them.
I know what your think 'two wrongs don't make a right.' You're right. It doesn't, but did I say that I do inflict pain on people? No. I implied it.
Truth is I don't have to heart to hurt people like that, verbally, physically or emotionally, I just dream about it, wow that makes me sound really fuçked up. But truth is I am. I'm one of those people who think about what they could of said to make that one person feel like shit. That one person that made you feel like shit your whole life. Just imagine how good it would feel to get pay back . like the idea of that? Yea me too.
