Can't deal (suicidal Fem Todoroki)

Chapter 10

Character Death

Recap:

"well people are sure right about the shit on seeing you live flash before your eyes." I mumbled.

Current:

Shoto pov

I'm five years old and I hear the screams of my brother getting beat again. Touya was only trying to protect me.

I'm seven years old and i'm just starting at school. everyone thinks i'm weird because I've never smiled before. what does it mean to smile?

I'm thirteen years old today and father forgot my birthday again. the kids at school threw rocks at me again. tomorrow is the day my mother and brother were murdered.

I'm fifteen years old and I can barely stand up from last nights training.

I'm sixteen and i just met a nice boy named Katsuki Bakugou. Katsuki.

I'm still sixteen and Katsuki is holding me close. 

Katsuki.

Katsuki.

Katsuki!

my head shoots upwards and I see Katsuki looking at me while screaming my name out. 

"I-I'm so sorry Katsuki. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough to live." I whispered. suddenly everything goes blank. I can still feel my body but everything is dark. I can still hear everything around me. 

"Shoto!!! p-please." I hear someone screaming. I knew that voice. where had I heard it before? I wondered but came up blank. after a few seconds I open my eyes and am in udder shock when I see Mom and Touya and Fuyumi infront of me.

"why are you here?" I asked them. they smiled sadly at me.

"well we watched you run off the cliff and died." whispered touya. w-wait I knew I was gonna die but I really did get to be with my family again! 

"wait then who was the voice calling my name?" I wonder aloud.

"that is the person who was watching over you. his name is Katsuki Bakugou. he loved you very much." Mom spoke. her voice was the same as I remembered it. she hadn't changed a bit. neither had Touya. they hadn't aged while in death. they were however wearing something different. Mom wore a flowing white dress with flowers all over them. Touya wore a blue suit with flowers covering it. Fuyumi had on a light white and pink flowing dress covered in flowers.

"whats with the flowers?" I asked looking down at my own new clothing which was a long dress the. the color of it was ash blonde. but there weren't any flowers.

"whats with the flowers?" I asked them pointing first at their clothing then to mine.

"these are all the flowers that someone has put on our grave. since you don't have a grave yet there aren't any flowers." Touya explained. then he smiled leaning down and picking up a white flower that was laying on the ground. he glided over to me and placed the flower in my hair smiling.

"I always wanted to be your first flower!" he smiled at me. I smile softly.

Katsuki pov

she fell. she really fell. I saw the blood spread everywhere on the ground and my knees broke out from under me. I fell down and began to sob. who wouldn't when they just saw the person they cared for fall to their death. the tears began mixing with the dirt but I couldn't help it. she was dead. gone. nothing left. I tried my hardest to keep Shoto with me but in the end she died. I decided that I didn't want her to have her own grave and I would make her grave the place where me and her would go to hang out the most. slowly I crawled my way back to my feet and immediately fell back down. I was so broken right now my body wouldn't even allow me to stand up. 

Finally I stood up and slugged my way down the cliff. when I reached her body I drop to my knees again looking at the blood that was splattered everywhere. dead. dead. dead.