The Paranormal (Bill Cipher x OC)

6/3/2020

So I just wanted to say that this work is not indicative of my work now. I wrote this when I was like, 13 and I'm almost in college now. It'd be really funny if I rewrote this knowing what I know now and actually have a plot in mind, but I don't think I'd have the time or motivation so I'm not making any promises or moves to.

As for the story itself...

Here's a list of things I made a plot and what I was going to do with it:

-karoline's eyes; I  legitimately don't remember why they're yellow or what purpose they had being yellow. I guess she had jaundice or something akdsjf. It had something to do with her parent's making a pact with Bill I believe, however 12 year old me was on like, crack cocaine and I have memory issues so who knows.

-nicki and the grim reapers; I had an original story I was working on at the time that revolved around grim reapers and I guess I thought it would be fun to include it into a fanwork, again I don't remember where her character was going.

-the emotions? Honestly, what went through my head making those guys I certainly don't know. I don't think I actually had a plot reason to introduce them? I was just on a roll and wanted to make more original characters I guess.

And things I would change knowing what I know now:

-Literally everything. Nothing here is salvageable adksjf. I would start from the ground up if I were to rewrite this. The only hints that I wrote this would be callbacks but besides that I would completely scrap Karoline as a character, or make her into a new person with an actual personality. Am I going to? No, because this story is really funny as is. 

Old fanfics from when people were young are some of my favorite now, the glued together plot and character development, mary sues, and god knows who else are free serotonin. Looking past grammar and spelling mistakes, they're so easy to enjoy and I hope other's realize that instead of putting them down and hiding their old work that they should embrace the naivete of it.  

I don't know if I discussed this in author's notes prior but my grandma is fine. She's still alive, through two heart attacks, a lost job and who knows what else that she hasn't said.

Despite this I'm in a worse place then I was when this story started, my social and environmental awareness has gone up and I recognize I'm in a bad environment and I'm trying as best as I can to live life the best I can.

I hope whoever in the future stumbles upon this is ok. I don't know why anyone is still looking up Bill Cipher fanfiction? On wattpad nonetheless. Hope you enjoyed the story, and have a wonderful life, I wish you the best on your travels.

- R