I Still Remember You

Why Can't He Remember Me?

Chapter 4:

(Umeji's P. O. V)

That thing that happened earlier, was still minding me as I'm walking through to the stairs,
He did that again, he ran again.

Well, i always thought he's still embarrassed, or is he avoiding me? Forgotten me? I think about those thoughts again like yesterday.

"Ugh! This is enough!" i snapped as i stopped a bit from walking, i looked at my hand after that and i continued walking

I'm finally near in the incinerator, where i find my gang, but i don't see Gaku there, maybe he's just behind the wall, i walked through them and i heard Hokuto whispered "he's here"

I looked at them confused because they were staring at me, but i snapped it as i ask "where's he?"

"Gaku? He's behind the wall"

I walked through behind the wall, and saw Gaku leaning there, he seems really quiet since i screamed at him with anger earlier. I just walked through him and start to ask

"How are you doing?"

"oh, just surprised of what you did earlier to that person"

"heh, wasn't expecting that right?"

"It's obvious since we don't really get to the other people here"

Yeah, he's right, we don't really do that to any people in this school yet, Shin have a relationship with me. So i sighed and spoke "well yeah, but that person is someone to me"

"huh?! What do you mean?" Gaku was surprised as he heard that from Umeji

"Uhhh, i might tell you someday" i said that as i scratch my head

"But i will tell you this, don't ever do that mistake again"

I heard him gulped but he just nodded, i just looked at him calmly and get back to the front of the wall.

As we were there, the rest of my gang is just staring at us, i just sighed at it thinking it was okay. Minutes past, it's class time now, we entered into the school building, and headed to our class, once i sat down, i tried to think something so i can approach him later.

(Time Skip to Cleaning Time)

It's now Cleaning time, me and my gang was supposed to go to the town now, but i telled them I'll catch later on, they just nodded and goes outside now. Meanwhile me, will just wait to see when that person is alone

(Shin's P. O. V)

It's Cleaning time now, i cleaned the classroom and the boys' bathroom, hours later, we finally can head home. I waved to my fellow club members as they were leaving, i walked through my locker changing my shoes, i have changed my shoes in just seconds. But, someone just pulled my wrist

"huh?! Wha-what are you doing?!" i asked loudly as he was taking me somewhere, the grip wasn't hurt though yet, i can't be freed, i looked at his head and... He has a blondie hair, and a box.

I still trying to freed from the grip but nothing really works, seconds of walking, i noticed that we're heading through near the incinerator. I wondered why he taked me here. Then, he pinned me to the wall, as he put his hand to the wall and...

It's him, it's him, what is he gonna do to me?! I'm so flustered and confused at the same time because he just pinned me to the wall and i gulped because of this, then he spoke...

"Shin... Look at me"

He knows my name?! How? When? I asked myself a bit and just answered, "w-what do you wa-want? I asked nervously

"Still remember me?"

What does he mean? Like we have met before? Why do i keep asking myself? I just stared at him, and i was looking at his eyes then... I was remembering something, but i just replied

"I-i don't know" i looked away still feeling that

I heard him sighed and i feel something's going on in my body, it's like a tingling feeling, what if he turns mad? Will i be okay?

"Why? Why Shin?"

"Are you trying to avoid me? Is something's minding you? Answer me, please"

Wait, what does he mean? He looks so quiet and he turns his head down, i thought the delinquents were so tough? I looked at him, and spoke...

"what do you mean?" i feel so dumb as i asked that to him. I heard him talked at it and just trapped me more

"Just answer me... What really happened to you Shin?"

I just really kept quiet as i heard those questions, but i just spoke because i don't want him to wait for my answer.

"I...i...just...don't really know who you are..." that's, just really my answer, i don't know if i really remember clearly he moved his hand and just sighed "you can go home now..."

As he spoke, I've leave now and make my way to my home, but when i was walking, i was feeling confused and worried about him. He really sounded so angry yet so sad at the same time, as i reached my home, my mother greeted me, i greeted back and went to my bedroom

After dinner, i brushed my teeth, went to my bedroom and lay down, as i lay down, I'm thinking about him, his feelings make me want to confront him again, but...how?

His golden eyes remind me of someone yet, the details are not like him and his actions is... Different.

(Umeji's P. O. V)

I don't know what to feel about that, after that, i just looked down and didn't know what to do, i was supposed to head to Buraza Town but, i just headed home because of that.

As i reach home, my father didn't yell at me, means that he's into a bar again, which is good so i can eat and rest peacefully, then when i enter to the bathroom, its just minding me again. I hope i can stop it a bit, but it just really invade my whole mind.

Minutes later, i went to the kitchen to prepare myself a dinner, luckily it didn't mind me this time. Then, i brushed my teeth, went to my bedroom and lay down to my bed.

My phone ringed and i take a look at it, there was a message from Dairoku and the message said "Why didn't you make your way here?!

I answered" Tomorrow, gonna talk bout' it"

"what do you mean tomorrow?!"

I just turned off my phone as i received that message from him, i looked at the ceiling again, and my mind was playing my memories with him.

His smile, his violet eyes and his dark-navy blue hair makes my mind swirling. I snapped as i punched the wall with mixed feelings of anger and sadness.

"Fuck this!! Why can't he just remember me?!" i trapped my face with a pillow because of this feelings.

But i just removed it and looked at the moonlight, i was starting to think something, yet, i just stopped because it will not work like earlier...
I just looked at the moonlight, i thought of what will happen if he remembers me.

I just stayed silent and i tried to reach the ceiling with my mind and spoke...

"Why can't he remember me?"

...

"Why can't i remember you?"

-----CHAPTER END-----

Kat here! I just taken a lot of time since it's you know what month is today, also i have celebrated some special day about me btw, happy pride month!