Feelings (Nagikae)

Part 5 🌸

Hi it's me Akari Yukimura, right now I'm doing something extreme to the point where I think my friend would call me crazy.

But, I don't care....

I do but...... I'm not that embarrassed about my decision

Wanna know what I did?

Well... I'm a former actress so I can say my acting skills is good not that excellent, with these skills I'll put it to test, basically I'm acting...

I'm acting like I am a club member, terrific idea right?

I started conversations in my head trying to stay sane being in this situation, Yes I Am Crazy, I told myself.

I changed my appearance from green hair to.... Still green but I tied my hair into two pigtails and I wear colored contact lenses. I put a bit of makeup to a goth look so that Nagisa won't notice me and lastly a fake mole under my right eye.

After I changed my appearance in the public toilet, I walked out and held my head high while walking towards the indoor swimming pool. I can do this, I chanted in my head multiple times.

*Bam!*

A girl taller than me by few inches with black silky hair that touched her shoulders slam her hand against the door, I jumped because of the sudden slam and the girl gave a death glare to me.

Hi!, she said cheerfully and her tone changed to a scary one I don't remember about outsiders can enter the indoor swimming pool, she said.

Keep calm Akari remember your acting days, what would that goth do, I told my head. I looked at her with empty eyes and put up an unbothered face, is this how you treated new comers? What a load of s***, I said but inside I'm internally screaming because I've never said bad words

Hah! What the hell.... Since when did we reqruit new members? Get out my f***ing face liar.

As I was about to use my card to end this, a voice behind her said Senpai what are you talking about? I'm a new member right or you just wanted to use me and throw away on the next day, the person appeared beside her, it was Nagisa.

Kouhai don't meddle in our conversation, she said with a glare to his face. Senpai this is why people scared of you, Nagisa replied. How about you just let her in and give her a time to see, maybe she will be your next gold trophy, he continued.

Fine but just once, she stormed inside while little steam come out from her nose (indicating she's mad) Nagisa looked at me and smiled, hope you like it here, he said

I'm just checking the club, I don't want to join because I hated sports, I told him so he wouldn't misunderstood thinking I will join the club.

He smirked, of course. He walked to where everyone were waiting while I feel my heart beats faster, did he knew it was me? I wondered as I put my right hand on my chest where I could feel the thumps of my heart.

You coming? He stopped as he saw me still standing at the entrance.

I nodded and quickly followed him

By the way, this place have a reason why they didn't allowed new members in easily and outsiders can't come in but it's not something I should expose to a newcomer like you, he explained while walking ahead

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I sat on the bench and watched their daily exercise, seems normal to me. What Nagisa said truly bugs me, I thought

Why are they so secretive when all they do is swim?

And why Nagisa sounded as he knows about the reason yet he smiles about it....

Am I in danger? I wondered as I slowly entered my mind land

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