Why'd you leave me?

Chapter 6

The next morning

I woke up and my head was banging, my eyes winced as I slowly opened them up as the sun was streaming through my blinds. My head was leaning on something rather hard, but comfy at the same time, I look up to see what it was, it was Pete. Shit, I forgot what happened last night. His eyes opened up and stared into my eyes,

"Good morning beautiful, have you been staring at me long?" He said with a grin on his face, I just laughed as I slapped his chest, using him to get up off the bed, then I realised I had no pants on, I pulled his oversized shirt that I had on down so that it would cover me up,I was soooo embarrassed.

"You wanting round 2?" Pete said, his voice sounding so sexy and rough which made me even more embarrassed,

"No you perv, I'm going to get changed then make us breakfast" I said whilst putting pants and a pair of my nike joggies on as I walked out of the room, I heard Pete mumble an okay put I was too far away to hear him.

When I got downstairs, I connected to my speaker and started blasting Machine Gun Kelly's album General admission as I danced around the kitchen. There wasn't much in the kitchen but I managed to rustle up pancakes, bacon and a fried egg for each of us, I put it on a tray with 2 glasses of orange juice and took it back up to my room where Pete was still lying their topless, he gave me a goofy smile as he took the tray off me so that I could climb into bed.

"Who knew you could cook without burning the house down"

"Shut up Davidson and eat your fucking food before I take it off you" I said whilst giving him a fake scowl as I turned Netflix on, we ended up watching a classic, Grown Ups, I love that movie it honestly makes me and Pete laugh so much, not to forget our love for Adam Sandler he's one of the best actors out their.

Once the movie finished and we had ate all the food I made us, the room fell to silence. Pete went onto his phone and started scrolling through his twitter feed whilst I sat and started thinking about what happened last night, what were we now? Subconsciously I picking at my finger nails, I do that when I get nervous, Pete noticed very fast and out his phone down and turned to me,

"Hey, what's wrong?" He said looking at me dead in the eye

"I don't want to sound stupid or anything, but I was just wondering..."

"Wondering what?" Pete said looking pretty concerned and confused

"I was just wondering about what happened last night, like did it mean anything to you?" I said, my voice a bit shaky, I looked up at Pete and he looked away and started scratching the back of his neck. He wasn't answering, Ive fucked it. I stood up and picked up our dirty plates to take them downstairs, god how stupid can I be? of course he's just like the other guys and wanted sex with no strings attached.

After I washed the dishes, I headed back to my room but before I opened the door, Pete opened it first from the other side, he had all his clothes on and had his car keys in his hand,

"Sorry Char I gotta go, I'll call you later okay?" Pete said in a rush, not even looking at me in the eyes, aw no what have I done? why couldn't I have left what happened last night in the past, like Pete obviously thought it was a mistake. I let him go and just slumped back onto my bed not knowing what to do, I wish I had a girl friend, she'd understand. Then I thought I could message Alexa and see what she's doing, I mean we used to be really close i'm sure she would want to talk,

'Hey Alexa, just wondering what your doing, something happened at your party last night between me n Pete and rly need someone to talk to x'

After I sent the text i put my phone down and started to brush my hair trying to make it look half decent when I heard my phone ding, damn that was fast

'Hey Char, of course we can talk, let's meet at Starbucks in 20 yeah? x'

'Sounds good to me, see you soon x'

I quickly got ready, I took off Pete's top and put on a cute little violet crop top and a pair of light wash shorts seeing as it was a really sunny day. I simply washed my face and brushed my teeth, there was no need for makeup today, instead I put a massive pair of sunglasses over my eyes to cover the bags. I left my long blonde hair down, it looked a mess but I didn't really care. I looked at my phone and seen that I should be at Starbucks in 7mins, luckily Starbucks was only a 5min walk from my house so I flung on a pair of converse and raced out the door with my earphones in, I was listening to MGK again, I know i'm a bit obsessed...

When I got to Bucks I noticed Alexa already sitting down with a drink so I ordered a fruit cooler then sat down next to her, god she looked rough.

"Hey, how are you? can you remember if you enjoyed last night?" I said in a jokey tone,

"Hey, i'm as good as you can be when hungover I guess, and don't even ask me about last night, everything was just a blur." She said whilst laughing

"Anyways, tell me about what happened with you last night? are you okay?" She said in a more serious tone.

I told her everything that happened from Pete punching Jack, doing to deed and this morning, I couldn't help but noticing her sly smirk on her face,

"What are you smirking at? This is a serious situation Alexa!"

"I just can't believe you and Pete finally done the deed, I mean everyones been waiting years for it to happen! But I just don't understand why he kinda turned on you this morning, I mean shouldn't he be happy?"

"To be honest Alexa I have no idea, I mean his mood swings have been getting worse recently I don't know what's going on in that head of his" I said whilst beginning to fidget with my fingers again.

I'm quite scared about his illness, like he has a lot of demons and he's constantly trying to fight them off but im scared that they just over power him like what they did a few years back when his dad died in 9/11, he lost a massive piece of himself and he had completely changed, he ended up trying to take his own life, I still can't shake the imagine of him lying cold on his bathroom floor with a variety of pills scattered around his lifeless body.

"Hey, I think that you should go round to his house and speak to him, tell him how you feel. Maybe he thinks that you thought it was a mistake and got embarrassed? Everyone can tell that he really likes you, he always has. I promise if you go round to his right now yous will sort it all out." Alexa said with a reassuring smile, I smiled back and gave her a big hug,

"I really miss hanging out with you Lexi" I mumbled into her shoulder when I was giving her a hug

"I miss you too Char, we need to have lunch at school more often, I need an intellectual conversation once in a while instead of talking about boys 24/7 with all the other bimbo cheerleaders." She said whilst rolling her eyes, which made me laugh.

Me and Alexa sat for a little bit longer catching up on everything that's been happening in each others lives, I didn't realise how funny she was, she had me in fits of laughter so many times. It got to about 6 and Alexa's dad called her to tell her to come home for dinner so we said our goodbyes, as she walked away I decided to text Pete, I figured he'd be hungry so it might be nice to bring him food, its also an excuse to see his beautiful face.

'Chinese or pizza?'

'Pizza'

'K, be at yours soon'

Well I guess that we will be having pizza tonight, now I need to figure out what I'm going to say without fucking it up even more...