30 Days challenge ❤️

16..someone I Miss😔

Bismillah ❣️

Listenn.. I dont know.. Mujhe share karna chhie yaa nahii..

But......

I m writing n i love truth.. Main humesha saaf hii baat likhti hu..

So yes i m engaged.. Engagement nahi huii but rishta pakke wali stage ko kya kehte hai.. I dont know.. Toh engaged use kiyaa...

Yaar i know.. Ammi kehti bhi hai aise nahi sochna chhie.. Par main kya karu unki yaad hii aae chali jaarhi hai..

Mujhe khud samjh nahii aarha.. Zindagi main kisi ki itni yaad naahi aayi jitni unki aarhi hai..

I know its personal.. Share nhi karna chhie tha.. But i m very true to my pen..

Yaar main bht hi laparwaah huu.. Fark nahii padhta mujhe kuch bhi hojae.. Par iss baat.. Uss shaks ke alawa mujhe kuch bhi nahi samjh aarha hai aajkal.. Pta nhi ho kyaa raha hai..

Halaat dekhkar aur rona aata hai kii allahpaak bilkul hii filmy story likhdi kya meri.. Itna bhi thrill nahi chhie...

Ek toh wo pehle shaks hai.. Jinko socha hai.. Upar se contact main bhi nahi hai.. We dont call n chats.. Before rishta main bahut maahaan bantii thi nahi nahii naa mehram hote hai baat nahi chhie.. Dekhyo aane de mera time .. Main baat nahi karugii.. Allahpaak ne aisi googly kheli saamne wali party ka bhi same believe nikla..

Alhamdullilah.. I know he is happy pr unhii ki yaad aarhi hai.. Mujhe toh..

Maine aajkl imagination mein mastery karli hai.. Itni imaginations..

I know its not even funny.. But its reality..

I just cant pompous..

This is sach.. Behno plz pray for me.. Pray for us..

Allah sabr de aur khair se unhe mera mehram banae..

I know its haram.. Unke baare main sochna.. But sachme its not in my hands.. Mujhe bahut darr lagta hai inn socho se...

Allahpaak bas bhalayii.. Imaan wale raaste par chalkar milade unse mujhe.. Yehi dua hai aajkl
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Pray for me.. Pray for us..

May allahpaak save us n all of us from evil eye..

N khushiyaa naseeb bane..

With love
Iqraf💞