Letters To My Ex

Dear, €@$*#

Hey
I haven't seen you in years
I honestly don't know why I'm writing this
I'm less passionate about my feelings towards you
Which is totally fair
Because I doubt you even remember who I am
Then again,
We haven't spoken in nearly 6 years
You never recognized me at that carnival over the summer
But don't worry, I knew who you were
I know I'm subconsciously still holding onto you
I still have my matching necklace from 2nd grade yknow
I doubt you have yours...
I mean why would you remember your first best friend anyway
Even though it's been a long time I've started to realize just how much I miss you
We had so many good times together
As bad as my memory is I still remember that play date we had in 1st grade. We went sledding and played with your action figures, of course we made sure to mess with your slightly younger sister.
My bus passes where you used to live every single morning
And honestly every time I see it,
I feel a sort of longing for those good old times.
I can only hope that someday you'll see me out in public with that necklace and you'll remember.
Although my appearance changed, I still constantly hope that you'd remember how close we used to be.
I hope that you'll have the courage to talk to me
Or maybe I talk to you

That being said, you seem like the kind of person who wouldn't remember someone like me.
Maybe it's stupid that I'm still holding onto you.
Maybe I'm stupid.
Maybe I should let you go.

Sincerely, Someone who didn't know they could miss someone this much.

not technically an ex lover more like an ex friend