Assassins Lover

After School

I watched Leah quietly take out her books from her locker and head to the back of the school. Maybe she just walking home,  I need her to get in an alley.

I saw her notice there was the same boys in history class making fun of the girl they were laughing at- throwing rocks at her.

" H-hey stop that, that's not nice! ", demanded Leah, clenching on her backpack straps in obvious anger.

" Aw what are you going to do about it baby Leah wa wa wa " Mimicked one of the boys. They all laughed at their stupid joke

The other girl had bruises all over her from the rocks, I had to do something about it.

" Hey. ", I spoke in a confident manor as I was walking in on the scene.

Everyone froze in silence.

" And who are you? ", asked one of the other boys with the intention of threat.

" I don't need to answer your question, Twats.", I replied.

Leah slowly walked behind me in fear of the boys manor, not knowing what was going to happen.

" You shouldn't mess with them Julia! ", Whispered Leah in my ear.

I ignored her, knowing whether what their status was here, they shouldn't mess with me.

" Sorry miss little princess, but calling us twats is rude you know? ", Laughed off one of the boys now ignoring the other girl and walking closer to me.

" I wouldn't continue any more if I was you, Twat. " I spoke to warn them.

With more speed the boy walked more closer to me with a sharp object probably wanting to harm me terribly, " Oh yeah? Then I hope you don't mind when I stab- "

Everything went blank, I could hear Leah scream.  There was blood on my hands, my knife, on him.

" H- He's dead! ", spoke a voice from afar.

" Call 911 someone!"

I saw Leah look at me in fear, " Please don't be afraid, it was a accident please don't be afraid of me! " I utter to say on my knees realizing what happened.

" YOU KILLED HIM, YOU KILLED HIM! ", Shouted Leah.

This wasn't the way it was supposed to go...
It was not supposed to go this way
no i was just defending myself
I could hear Leah saying " You killed him " many times getting louder every second.
Why did I try to calm her down?
Why should I care what she thinks about me?
She's just one of my victims
I don't care if she saw me kill someone and is now scared of me-

But I don't want her to be scared of me, I  want her to feel safe with me.
What am I doing?