Saviour // k.s.j

11.

Chaerin stood up abruptly,eyes went cautious again at the men infront of her,hands balled in fist and breath ragged. She hated this. She hated how her state of misery was making everyone think she was desperate in attention,and they lure her in to the point she was again hurting herself for believing them. She hated it, especially when it was she who couldn't protect herself from them.

"Stop with your nonsense Seokjin, we just met and you have make it clear how I will leave after I gave birth . What are you planning to do? Keeping me forever here? Do I look that vulnerable to you?"

She said, harshly and went a step closer to him who looked at her with a panic stricken written all over his perfectly sculpted face. She don't know how brave she got to say those words to him, but she decided that she had to let everything out, even if that's mean she had to hurt him by her words.

"I'm sorry that I look so pitiful to you that you think a woman like me could not even find a proper meal or clean herself up properly because of the part times job I had around Seoul. I couldn't even find some healthy food to make sure my child is healthy inside there,but I have no choice. Just when I thought you were the most trusted man I ever met other than the broker,you out of nowhere ask me to marry you? Rich man like you really had fun toying with girls like me. "

He stood up,eyes set on her and she thought there will be fire glazing in his eyes,but none. Again it was full of warmness,making her again flustered at how magical his brown orbs is. She hated how she ended up feeling guilty herself after insulting his status, but she had to stop him.

And stop herself from getting fooled again.

"You think I was toying with you?,"he said, voice like honey as he leaned down to her, almost closing the distance between their forehead. She almost stumbled back seeing how dangerously near they are ,but his hand was fast enough to pull her more closer to him,making her body jerked up in suprise feeling his palm at her back. The thin blue gown she was wearing was not enough to prevent herself blushed at how his hands was rubbing her back slowly.

"I never toyed anyone,Chaerin. Especially you,my love"

Her eyes widen in suprise,thinking she had heard him wrong because there was no way he liked her,a pregnant woman with no husband to lean on, a unwanted child in her own family and a poor human trying to live at the hectic city. The curse words and hurtful comment she ought to spit out before vanished to the thin air,and it was replaced with a joyful sensation making way to her heart, even when she had tried to not letting herself falling deep to him. She was afraid of broking again, and Seokjin might just be like Jaemin,waiting the right time to dump her.

"Don't play with the word love so easily, Seokjin. You were the one who wanted to set boundaries, claiming I'm your client. Just what do you want?"

He smiled and leaned down to her neck, inhaling her vanilla scent which often make him dizzy whenever they were close. Chaerin clamped her lips, her inside were doing some concert which she hated how easy it is for him to read her expression. The man had ways on making her questioning her own feelings, and she often found herself like him making her like this.

"Nothing much. But I was worried about what will happen once you step out from this place, so I thought it is better for me to make you stay"

He look up back to her, liking how puzzled she is. She blinked several times to him, and he had the urge to hold her again, like they did before at his bed.

"As much as I like your expression to the point I want to kiss you again,I had to tell you something"

"What-what is it?"

"Jaemin found you, and he is searching for you,dead or alive"

The fear now crept to her skin,making her tremble and looking everywhere, afraid the monster will kill her when he laid his menaced eyes on her. She had tried so hard to run away,why and how he find her? She could imagine how terrifying it could be, probably shot dead by one of his mans. She don't want to see him again, even if that cost everything she had. She may not deserve to stay alive, but the child had done nothing wrong. He was the only reason she tried to stay alive now,and Jaemin should never know about it.

"Don't-dont send me to him, please"

He pulled her into his embrace again, playing with her brown locks before whispered softly to her ear.

"I'm not making him taking what is mine, not even a single strand of your hair."