How can I love him this much? I love so much I've never felt this way before I love his smile the way he laughs. I love him all of him. So much it hurts every time he leaves it hurts it hurts so much. I know he can't do anything about it. I need to be with him for the rest of my life. He's my everything. I want to walk down the isle to him. I want to adopt kids with him. I want to hold him, kiss him, hug him, cuddle with him. I love him to death I don't wanna do anything if I can't talk to him. I know I'm clingy but that's because of my past I hate my past and I hate myself for dragging him down with me. I hate this life he's the light in the darkness I love him so goddamn much that it hurts. I don't know how to tell him how much he means to me he's the reason why I'm alive he's saved my life on more than one occasion he's my light.
