Chapter 1

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" How long?" I asked gulping back.
" About a month." The doctor said trying to act sad. He wanted this to fuckin happen. He could've helped me more to prevent this from happening. It is really difficult to deal with people like this.
The cancer is taking over my body.
I already knew it was bound to happen, but just not yet. But I'll be going to hell anyways so I shouldn't be worrying about the fancy food and amazing clothes you'll get in heaven. Alice, my best friend loves clothes. Sh wouldn't stay alive in hell. Wait? You know what I mean.
I, on the other hand live on hell. Hell is on Earth. The popular girl pushing you around, the laughter starts to erupt as your body hits the ground. How your shin hurts from how they forcefully pulled it out in front of you causing tripping.
I hate life.
I am ready to die.
I am kind of guessing this doctor was trying to help me.
And he doesn't even know.
" Can I still go to school?"
" Of course, but you have to limit yourself from some activities. Running, school sports, other activities", he said looking at my mom.
I knew what they were talking about. And frankly, I'd rather get hit by the quarterback then think about that.
I need to go to school. Alice is going to cry, and I hate when Alice cries. But hopefully I'll make it ok by saying I want to die. Maybe I wont.
Peter and Toby, they were also really good friends of mine. But then again, .they have more friends. And they will be looking down at me in heaven someday.
And I will be in hell. Just like I said.

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