Aftermath

Why me?

*Darryl pov*

People brought up old stuff that I said when I was younger and it honestly annoyed me pretty much but i still had to apologise. I was watching Dreams stream and hoped i would forget about it but also there were people and accused him of using slurs. I felt his anger build up and so did mine again. I joined his TS.

>Hey!< Dreams voice echoed thru with a light undertone of anger.
>Hello!< and I realised how angry i must have sound.
>Are you okay?< He asked with suspend. I took a deep breath.
>I hate everything.< It sounded harsh but I didn't care anymore.
>Me too, to be honest.< It was weird hearing Dream saying that because he was a goofy and funny guy. I said with a loud clear voice. >It's not his fault, it's mine.< >What?< He was so confused. I talked more about it. >We are friends scince 2016 and i had a bad influence on him and he just started to use my words. So stop blaming him it's my fault not his.< Dream was confused and speechless.

-user joined your channel-

It was Zak the only person I didn't wanted to know about any of this
stuff.
[It could've been anyone but him.]

>I need to talk to you Bad.< He said with a shaky voice. >Oh ok. Be right back or not.< I said to Dream.
>See ya.< said Dream before I left.
I was scared and my voice shaked when i asked him >W-hat is i-t?< >I don't know how to continue this. I need distance from you. I am so sorry but I can't take it right now.< and he just left from TS and let me sit alone. I screamed >I DON'T NEED YOU!< But deep down I needed him more than ever. Tears were running down my cheeks. I wiped them away but it was to harshly and i scratched with one of my fingernails over my face.
[I deserve this.] And saw my reflection in the monitor how my blood was running down my cheeks too. I joined back to Dream, who had apparently fixed everything for himself. George and Sapnap were also there. I wiped my tears and blood away. I sniffed and it was louder than I thought. [Really?]  >Are you-? What's wrong?<
All three said it. I made it short and just said. >He doesn't w-ant me an-ymore.< My voice cracked when I said it, I just accepted everything and said >See you.< and left TS.

My sadness turned into anger again and i couldn't handle it. I thought what i could do, saw my throwing knives and smiled. [Maybe the club is still open. I could try and go there. Nothing could stop me.] But before i was going there i washed my face because I looked pretty ripped.

I put my old equipment that I needed in my backpack, the three knives i had and drove to the place that I used to be so often. I felt slightly nostalgia but the anger I had was bigger and controlled everything. I was going in and was greeted by the owner Mr. Lucia and his son Seth. They remembered me clearly. >You've changed.< said Mr. Lucia. >I know. I haven't been here in 4 years.< I tried to stay calm.

>Come with me Darryly!< said Seth. Seth was one of the nicest and softest guys I've ever met. He could be funny but also very carrying. I followed him to the field. It was weird to be here but my anger was rising again. I said >Sethy? Could you please stand behind the barrier. I don't want to hit you.< >Of course< he nodded and was going behind the barrier.

I took the first knife and felt how my anger took over again. I focused and threw it. It was pretty fast and it hit in the middle. I heard gasping from Seth and then clapping. I threw another one and it hit right beside it. >WOOHOO!!< I smiled lightly but anger build up again. I shaked my head and I threw it even stronger than before. It ricocheted and came towards Seth.

[NO] I wasn't far away from him so I jumped, taking a light hit on the cheek but it was still enough to recoil it where it would've flown. I fell down and whined. Seth sprinted towards me and helped me up. >What were you thinking? I'm safe behind the barriers.< He said worried. >I don't know. I just wanted to safe the last person that I can see face to face.< He leaned his head to the side and raised a eyebrow.