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Confessions

Hi luvs!! This is my first time writing anything so give me some more ideas of what y'all wanna read:)

Kairis pov

Today's the day I finally confess my feelings toward my best friend. Mattia. Yeah he may not feel the same way about me, but I just don't wanna have these feelings all caved in. At least I don't think he likes me. But I guess I won't know till I tell him.

All my thoughts soon got interrupted by a knock at my door.

I opened it up to see a tall, beautiful, handsome, Italian boy standing there. "Hey Kai!" Mattia says surprisingly excited. "Wassup Matti what ya doing here?" I say confused. "What? Your best friend can't just come for some company here and there?" He says putting his hand over his heart and acting sad."Oh just come in you big baby!" I say. "Your baby" mattia whispers quiet enough so kairi didn't hear him.

Mattias pov

I was just playing gta whenever I see kairi standing in front of me. "Get out the way short stack!" I say jokingly."Pay attention to meee matti!!" He says with a sad voice. I look up to see a tear stained face and I instantly feel bad. "I'm sorry bubba come here." I say and gesture to my lap for him to sit. He climbs on top of me and nestles his head on my chest."I've missed you Matti" Kairi says, making me blush. "I've missed you too Kai Kai" I say ending the game and placing my head in his fluffy hair. It smells so angelic and I wanna stay like this forever.

Kairis pov

It's now or never. "M-Matti..." I stutter, why do I stutter so much! "Yes Kai? He says in a sleepy voice. I absolutely love that voice. It gives me butterflies everytime he talks like that."I have something I've been needing to tell you for a long time and I've j-just been s-scared to say it." Oh my God kairi get your stuff together!! "You can tell me anything Kai Kai." He says softly in an assuring tone. "W-well I've always had feelings for you and idk if y-you feel the same and I didn't wanna ruin our friendship so I kept it to myself the whole time and you make me feel like the whole world is mine. You always make sure I'm okay and that nothing hurts me. Everytime I'm around y-you, you always make me laugh. There's a spark I feel in the room Everytime you're in it and I couldn't imagine a world without you in it. You always make me feel welcome and I can't go a single day without seeing you. I can't stop thinking about you Matti. You are everything to me and I just-"
I was cut off by the feeling of Mattias lips on mine.

The feeling was ecstatic. Like I've been waiting my whole life for this moment and it finally came.His lips were so plump and soft. It was like I was in heaven. He pulled my waist in and deepened it. Putting butterflies in my stomach. It was more than a kiss. It was a memory. And I would never forget that memory.
He pulled away and I pouted at the sudden lost of contact.
" I've been waiting for years for you to say that Kai baby. I love you so much" he said in a sleepy voice. He was tired. So I let him sleep while I played with his hair. Eventually I started getting tired too. "Goodnight Matti,I love you too" It was the best feeling in the world. And I finally have my true love for myself. After all these years. But it was definitely worth the wait.

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Idk how that was but give me some ideas people!! I love y'all and be safe💙!and sorry it was so short