The Love Confusion...

Gone and depression

Jax POV

When we got there...we saw a childs services van.It frightened me but I just assuemed they were at a house across the street from the church.When we walked in three men immediately walked up to us and grabbed the kids.

J-Hey who the hell do you think you are trying to take my kids?

(CS-Child services)

CS-I'm Child Services and I'm taking your kids.

Em starting crying trying to pry the kids from their arms but they were too strong she fell to her knees crying grabbing her head.

J-Why are you doing this?

CS-That man called us and told us that you guys were too young to have kids...you're sixteen right?

He pointed to Emma's dad.

J-Yes I'm sixteen.Mr.Alonso why would you do thus to your daughter and son in law?

ED-You are too young for kids I'm sorry Jax.

Em-DAD I HATE YOU!!!I HOPE YOU DIE IN HELL!!!!

Her dad started to cry.

L-Emma it wasn't just him...

Em-Wait it was you too?

L-Sorry Emma.

Em-It's a good thing the kids aren't around so I can tell you this.FUCK ALL OF YOU PEOPLE!!!!!

Emma ran off crying.When I got hom I saw her in her underwear and bra.I could see her ribs and and cuts up and down her arms and legs some were cut scars.I now knew why she was wearing long shirts and jeans for a while.Emma had a blade in her handand blood was everywhere in the bath tub she was sing in.She was crying and there were various amount of blood gushing from her body then she passed out.I immediately called an amulance.

Emma POV

I've been very depressed lately,I've been cutting and not eating.I tell Jax I'll eat lter but I don't.I'm starving myself.I'm not good enough for anyone.I've been cutting hoping the blood would help me lose weight.It's not it just it eases the pain some.I passed out in the bathtub cutting myself.

I just woke up in he hospital,and Jax was asleep in the chair next to me.I didn't wanna wake him so I stood up and walked over to a trey woth food.I ignored it and read the note by it.

Emma make sure you eat some of this...not all of  it just one or two bites.More if you want.You are welcome to walk the halls just make sure you put on your mini heart monitor before you do.It's by your phone.
~Your Nurse Susy

Wow she was nice.I picked up the spoon and scooped some of the pudding.Then I realized no Emma...you're too fat wait a few more months.I put the spoon down and waked over grabbed my phone,and heart monitor then left.As I was waking around I realized it wasn't my hospita.It's a disorder,depression and curing hospital.I turned around to my hallway and it was named Aneroxia and Depression.I walked to the info desk in my hallway.

Em-Excuse me.

No one answered.

Em-Excuse me.

(RN-Random Nurse)

RN-Yes?

Em-How did I get here?

RN-In your file it says for belimia,aneroxia,and depression.

Em-Oh,ok thank you.

RN-Oh and Emma a boy in room 125 asked for you.

Em-Um ok thanks.

I walked away and when I walked in I saw my old friend...