hate everything // markhyuck

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taeyong stayed at the dreamies'
till dinner
because
it had been such a long time since he had a chance to sit down and talk to the dreamies about life.

as the dreamies and bubu
were talking about
how to get
haechan
out of his ( or rather renjun's room ),
a wild haechan
had
appeared.

"taeyong hyung?"
pudu chan called out.
dreamies plus one mom turned to see donghyuck, in his hoodie and bermudas.

his skin didn't glow bronze like before.
it turned a sickly pale.
it was the second time,
dreamies had seen donghyuck in such a wreck before.
his eye bags were much darker than anyone had ever seen.
his head was hidden in the hoodie.
the boy shrunk into a skinny figure.

everyone could feel the pain.
the love.
the sadness.
just by looking at donghyuck.

he looked so unedited.
it didn't feel natural.
he was a breathing meaning of a mess
yet
he wasn't alive.

jaemin jumped from his seat.
engulfing hyuck in a warm motherly hug.

comforting.
was the single word that described jaemin's hug.

it was the only thing
that had gave him warmth the whole week.

it didn't matter
how many blankets he had stolen,
they didn't give off
the same warmth jaemin's hug gave.

he missed it.
he felt
so selfish
for making
the members
worry about him.

tears just started spilling.

and so does his one thought.

"i'm so sorry. i'm too selfish,"

and as that record played on repeat,

everyone's heart in the room

broke.