hate everything // markhyuck

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yuta wasn't very happy
when mark was indifferent
when haechan skipped lunch
again.
it wasn't the first time it happened.
in fact,
it had been happening
way too
frequently
that it was worrying.

haechan despite being an adult already,
was still a growing boy in everyone's eyes.

and he wouldn't eat except those times
taeyong caught him when he fainted.

those cheekbones were starting to pop out.

the way he
overworks himself
to the point that he would beat himself up,
frustrated over every mistake he made.
he would stay back after practice
to drill it
over
and
over
again
even though he was already
perfect at it.

and
everything
started crashing down
after mark
went over to dream's dorm
to settle some matter
that had been
bothering
him
for a long time
-that
mark
didn't want to talk
about-
and came out with red,
puffy eyes.

everyone was a mess.

jaemin was screaming,
renjun was trying
to get him to calm down,
jeno was trying to explain
something to chenji
but
it obviously
didn't work.

"did you managed to do what you needed to do?" yuta's hand finds mark's.
and holds cheek in one hand.
the younger smiles earnestly.

"yeah, thanks for waiting anyways,"
the younger pushes himself up
towards the japanese male.
and their lips connect.
small
and
full of infatuated love.

they have been dating for
over a month already
and
yuta was head over heels with the younger.

he was just so adorable,
dorky,
talented
and innocent.

and mark was the one who asked yuta out.

regular huh?

yuta was obviously very shocked.

but he could see that
the boy had grown more confident
over the past year,
nearing the end of the year.
from getting comfortable
with his touches
to
constant outings together
and
mark even calling yuta

oppa.

it made him feel flustered.
but he didn't understand why he felt so-

guilty.

he felt as if he was taking someone away from another person.

as if mark wan't
his
to begin with.

and he was going to find out why.