Scars of my own Joker x Reader

Chapter 7 "I Need You"

Okay just to let the few of you reading this know, some things in this story such as Pseudobulbar affect, prison activity (meals, set up, showers, rooms) don't match up with real life and have been changed/hyped up, I know tablets take longer to work but like I said I'm changing it to work with my story it's fantasy for a reason anyway I hope you're enjoying it please leave a comment if you want to ask or have praise/criticism. So Jack's situation seems familiar right ;) also putting a long chapter for the wait! Over 2100 words.
Let us begin!

Your P. O. V

I don't remember much, my vision started to fade, the doc I swear I saw her talking to the guard as I laid on the floor, forgetting how I manged to get there, she turned to look at me she looked pale, cold, the look she reflected, I swear I've seen it before.

I came around with a drip attached to my arm, keeping me dazed I gritted my teeth, sedative. A nurse handed me some water as she placed a few pills in my hand, "everything's okay my dear, we weren't sure what state you'd wake up in it's just a precaution" my state! There's nothing wrong with me, I couldn't say much but I did show her a sour smile, "it's okay dear take them you'll feel better" I wasn't sure if I was the one raising my arm too knock back the pills, the tatse I couldn't forget Nuedexta, (medication to help Y/n's condition) my mouth felt dry, the water felt thick it wasn't helpful, Where's the texture or the wetness to it, if the numbness would kindly fuck off, I do hate it when it's around it never come alone.

No one's P. O. V

Through the rest of the day Y/n was drowsy in and out of being awake, Tilly helped her with the essential needs food and such, she slept most of night, and Y/n hadn't the energy too cause trouble, the guards were thankful for not having the disruptive behaviour. She heard Jack call for her to see if she was okay yet she just couldn't trust her legs too move.

The next day after breakfast which was entirely uneventful, Y/n wondered why she hadn't seen the joker and why it'd been a different guard and not Jack, hoping he hadn't moved or changed his shifts as starting over again with someone new would be a pain.

Y/n was feeling more alert, less drained she started to notice her cell was cleaned up, it upset her in some way missing her art pieces especially the one by her bed.

It'd been a few hours since breakfast Y/n laid on her stomach, placing her hand where the most beautiful painting would've been, with the numbness Y/n couldn't care much about it.

The familiar sound of the door being opened usually catching Y/n's interest but she didn't perk up or move.

The nurse, who was a pathetic kind of nice, she was there when Y/n first took the medication, she's the kind of kindness that seem blind to the darkness, she entered into the room with Jack who was happy to be nominated by the superior officer to help out the nurse, she muttered a small hello and started saying why they came.

Y/n was aware they'd now check on her to take the posion, not so worried she knows a few things about being deceitful. "It won't be so bad miss Y/n soon as you take them we'll leave you in peace" the nurse nudged Jack and muttered a small praise towards him.

Y/n rolled off her bed turning to see the visitors only one thought crossed her mind"it's time to play".

"Jack" she half smiled at him then trailed her eyes to the floor just to slowly move them from his feet, up his tall frame, to his greenish eyes, as she did this her half smile matching the pace of her eyes became a full smile. "weird of you to be here"

She noticed how he bit the inside of his cheek and returned a small smile. Trying to not tease back in front of the nurse he spoke softly "it's a big prison" the nurse pulled the tablets from her pocket and smiled as she walked towards Y/n.