erwin x sad reader

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You leaving work when your co worker who for some reason hates you came up to you
You didn't know but she was jealous that Erwin had said he was madly in love with when she had just confessed she loved him he rejected her
"Hey bitch just thought I'd let you know again that if you don't stay the hell away from erwin he will be mine once he sees how stupid and ugly you are " she said as she pushed you on the wall of the building you shake your head "oh well" she says as she punches you in the gut and brings your head down and kneed you in the right eye then punched you a few more times she then stopped bent down whispered in your ear "if I were you I'd stay the HELL away from Erwin or this will seem like child's play" you fell to the floor coughing up blood you start shaking she just laughs and walks away you lie there shaking you curl up into a ball sobbing people walk by you as if they don't even see you but then you feel someone put a hand on your shoulder you look up at them it was a girl she had a shaved head but she still had about an inch of hair she left she was quite pretty and she had black glasses "hello" she said " I'm Andromeda are you alright do you need some help getting home " she asked you kindly
you tied to smile and said " yes thank you so much I don't think I could make it home on my own" you said laughing humorlessly she put your arm over her shoulder supporting most of your weight you gave her directions to your home that you share with Erwin you finally get there and you collapse on your door step you hand her your house keys she unlocks your door and Carry's you inside you see erwin s back he is sitting on the couch he turns around "hello sweethe- what happened who did this to you sweetheart" he said taking you from Andromeda setting you on the couch you were to weak to say anything he turns to Andromeda "hello mind telling me what happened ?" He asked "well I wish I knew but I just saw her lying on the ground beat up and crying I'm sorry I have to go please call if you need anything here's my number" she said handing him a piece of paper smiling sadly Erwin thanked her and she left Erwin went and sat beside you he stroked your check looking at your bruises you started to stir you slowly opened your eyes and Erwin was looking down at you "hey sweety don't strain yourself but what happened" he asked worried 

"nothing it's fine " you looked away tears welling up in your eyes you kept thinking about what she said you started to think it was true 

trapped in your own head Erwin went to get you some ice and some food so you didn't have to move "i'll be right back "he said and left to the kitchen you got of the couch you new it was only a matter of time before he left you for someone more pretty so you limp to the door and open it you hesitate you close the door and sit down you write a short note telling him you were leaving and that it was for his own good and now he could be with someone better you put it on the couch and leave you just walk and then you spot a face that you know from somewhere 

erwins pov

I walk back into the living room and y/n isn't there 'she must have gone to the rest room or somethi-' he spots the not he go's over to it picks it up and reads it  

" hi Erwin I know you won't really care but I thought I would let you know that i'm leaving because I know i'm not good enough you don't have to say it I know  

I don't know why you would want me i'm ugly I'm always dependent on you I know i'm more of a burden then anything else so i'm gonna leave you can be with g/n I know she is a lot prettier then me so have fun with her i'll never forget you goodbye "

as he read the letter he started crying 'did she really think that of herself how could I not see that ,how could I not see she was so sad' he got up ran to his phone and dialed your number it went to voice mail on the first ring he tried two more times it was the same thing every time  he started to think of where you might go then he remembered you loved to sit on the roof top of the office building close to your house when you were sad 'ah! that's it I need to go now she might do something stupid '

3 person pov

he ran all the way to the office building and got in the elevator and pressed the button for the roof top he finally made it and he ran out then he saw you sitting on the edge of the building "y/n please don't do this please "you were a little shocked to hear his voice you didn't think he would really care when you heard him yell you stumbled a little you almost fell off but you caught yourself you slowly turned around to face him"' erwin why are you here you don't have to keep pretending " he felt a little hurt that you thought he didn't care about you "y/n what do you mean i'm not pretending i swear i love you so much" you were starting to question yourself maybe you were wrong maybe he really did love you you didn't understand why he would love someone like you 

you always thought you were ugly and after g/n came along you really believed that whole heartedly you were stuck in your thoughts until you saw erwin slowly making his way to you 

you started to step back towards the edge "wait please stop" he called "why ... why should i ,i don't understand i don't deserve you i don't deserve this life it's to good for me i'm nothing i'm a waist of space" you said you didn't even realize it but you had been crying this whole time "why would you love someone like me" you said choking back a sob erwin was still getting closer   

"y/n i love you because you're perfect i love everything about you first of all you're not ugly you're the most beautiful person i have ever meet in my whole life i love your laugh and the way you smile and how your nose will scrunch up when you're focused on something i love how kind you are and brave and smart and funny i love you so much and i'm so sorry you ever felt this way about yourself but i would never ever pick g/n over you not in a million years i'll love you yill the end of time i promise " after erwins speech you were now both in tears and he was right in front of you in all the time you had known erwin you had never once seen him cry you knew he ment it you were so happy that he felt that way that this whole relationship wasn't just a lie it was real and you would never not believe that again "i l-love you erwin i'm so sorry i promise i'll never do it again i swear " you said as you fell forward into his arms he caught you and hugged you tight to his chest afraid that if he let go he might lose you "shhh it's alright it's ok i've got you you're alright" he said as if he were trying to convince himself that you hadn't just tried to kill yourself he picked you up and carried you home where he gave you tea changed your clothes and set you down in bed he went to go get himself ready for bed while you just lay there rethink everything that happened today

you remembered the person that helped you you couldn't really remember there name cause you were in so much pain at the time you remembered it started with an A as you were thinking about her erwin walks back in "hey what are you thinking about" he asked as he was putting something away " you remember the person that helped me home what was her name" you asked "oh yeah i think her name was Andromeda she left her number" he said "oh great i just wanted to say thank you i might not be alive right now if it weren't for her " you replied "alright well do that in the morning you need rest now let's go to sleep my love" he said with a small smile as he got into bed "alright goodnight i love you" you said quietly as you lay down next to him he wrapped his long arms around you making you feel safe and him feel like he wouldn't lose you "goodnight doll i love you so much remember that always " and with that you two fell into a dreamless sleep  



hi i'm really sorry i haven't posted anything in a while things have been a bit crazy i guess i haven't been doing so great so i'm really sorry i'll try to post more but anyway i hope you liked this one feel free to leave some ideas for new oneshots i hope you have a great day bye :):)

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