Midnight Fantasies

Prologue

Connor's POV

Saturday March 9 2019 at 12:00 pm

I walk into the dark building feeling intimidated. My eyes flicker over the high ceiling. Vacant dance floor. DJ's booth sitting at the far left side of the building. Tables and couches all along the side of the dance floor. The bar sitting in the very back, next to it stairs leading up towards the second floor. Where I could see another stage, with poles. That's where they do their works. Oh jeez I'm nervous. My eyes roam over the bar and I see three figures, sitting there talking. Their backs towards me. I slowly walk over, my footsteps echoing around the room. Elda looks over her shoulder and turns towards me. The other two following her movements. I smile nervously at her, my eyes flickering over to the boy on her right. He's got dark hair and piercing green eyes. The boy to her left, has blonde hair and dark eyes. Once both of their gazes land on me, I squirm a little feeling uncomfortable. They were already judging me.

I haven't even said anything. "You think he'll do?" She asks the two boys, both nodding in agreement. "Blonde one is Noah." She says pointing to him. "And this one is Knox." She says pointing towards the dark haired boy. They both smile at me, "p-pleasure to meet you." I say nervously, wrapping my arms around my body. Knox lets out a squeal, "omg! He's so adorable! Why didn't you tell me you had an adorable little boy? He's practically a child!? Also." He smacks her arm, "how is that innocent looking thing a friend of your perverted ass?" She rubs her arm frowning, "I'm not perverted. He's more perverted than I am!" I blush at their words, looking down towards my feet. "And the reason I haven't introduced you to him is because he's not very outgoing. Shy. He's a little." I feel my face heat up more.

"He's gonna need some work." Noah's deep voice fills the quiet building. I chew on my lip. "I agree he's much to shy and conservative." Noah and Knox continue on with the conversation like I wasn't even standing there. Elda giving her bits and pieces throughout their small conversation. "Okay we need you to take off your shirt." I look up confused, "were you talking to me?" They laugh at my words, "no Connor. The door on the other side of the bar." I look behind me at the door, "how?" The two boys start laughing even harder at my stupidity. "You! You bloody fool!" Elda says throwing her hands up in the air. I laugh nervously, toying with the ends of my shirt. "Come on! Strip for us!" Knox cheers loudly. Noah chuckles shaking his head. Elda just facepalms. I laugh a little and slide my shirt off of my body, dropping it next to my feet on the floor.

I have no idea if you can even blush as hard as I am right now.

My pudgy belly on show for two new people to see. Knox squeals again. He's a very open and outgoing person. Where as Noah is more closed off. "He's so fucking adorable! Can we keep him? Also look at that cute pudge on his belly. I'm gonna die from cuteness overload." My arms instinctively wrap around my waist so it's out of view. Elda slaps him, he whines rubbing his arm. Then realization dawns on him and he rubs his neck, "I'm sorry." I only nod not trusting my voice at all. I hate being so self conscious of my body. Then Noah breaks the silence, "lets get to work then shall we?" I gulp nodding. What have I gotten myself into?

Damon's POV

Sunday March 10 2019 at 2:00 AM

I lay on my bed. Letting my thoughts consume my head. I don't deserve all of this. All I ever did was love the boy. And he had the audacity to say he fell out of love with me? I treated him like he was the king of the fucking world! If anything I should have fallen out of love with him. He never treated me like that. Yeah he was an amazing boyfriend, but he didn't treat me like I treated him. What he was just fucking using me all these years? I mean it wouldn't surprise me at all. Also hurts like hell to think about. If he ever actually wanted me? If he ever actually wanted me? What if he was cheating on me the whole time? He always came in late from work. Left at random times, claiming he was going to his best friends house. Jeez, what if he wasn't even gay? He moaned much to loudly to be gay. He enjoyed my treatment to much to be straight.

This is all scary to think about.

It's been about four days since I made him leave.

Four days since I broke down.

Four days since I've been a single man.

It's weird to think about, I'm so use to being in a relationship. A boy to come home to. Nice warm hugs when I'd have nightmares. He knew everything about me. All about my life before New York. Fuck! I can't wrap my head around him not being mine anymore. But I would assume that's normal. After years of being with someone, and then bam. Single. I feel worthless now, but I've always been worthless. No one ever sticking around long enough to get to know the real me. The fun me. All claim I have to much baggage. Not surprised though. I wouldn't want to be around me either.

Except for Dawn and Elda. They both pushed through my barriers and stuck by my side through all the good and bad. Hard to believe that someone actually wants to stay around me long enough to hear my sob story.

I need to stop thinking about my sad life.

Maybe I can go to Elda's club tonight. A gay strip club called Midnight Fantasies I believe. Fun place to be. Haven't gone in about four months, my ex and I went for our two year anniversary. Wonder if I could get a cute boy to keep my mind off of things for a while. Ruin him. Then leave him. That would be shitty, but I don't care right now. I deserve it. I need to let loose. Maybe Elda will let me sleep with one of her strippers. They are all cute. She would chop my dick off if I even thought about that. She's so protective of them, they're like her children. She'd kill anyone who thought wrong of them. Even though they are very clearly strippers. They signed up to be gawked at by horny people.

She's always been like that though, protective of family and friends. She'll kill anyone that looks at them wrong. Dawn is like that too. They both care so much about me and everyone they encounter. I honestly have no clue where I'd be without them two. They helped me after I moved here. Having lived here a year before I moved here. Funny how they both managed to graduate early and come start their life. As two best friends. And manage to follow their dreams, while following their passions and committing to a job. I'd be nowhere without them.

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