She felt like her emotions were back. Sorrow, happiness, anger, guilt, disgust? On her way home she bought 5 beers for the night. Her heart was breaking, she should have never said those. Did she break her heart? She knew she shouldn't be worrying about that because her lover didn't even care but she was still so scared of hurting her. When she arrived home she immediately went to her room throwing everything she had in her hands at floor. Hugging her pillow, burying her face. It was scary, how much she cared and the other didn't. Did it have to end like this? After crying and regretting what she said for a couple of minutes she decided to drink her beers. Putting on a movie she laid on the floor. Half an hour passed but half of the beers were already empty. The movie was boring so she closed it and went outside. Getting a cigarette she hid under her kitchen tools. Using a match she lit her cigarette. Accidentally burning something along with it, but it was too dark to see and she was too drunk to care.
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Cerita PendekStory about two ex lovers. =+= very short chapters =+= contains self harm=+= 'One day, I'm gonna forget and that's when you'll start to remember.'