Larry One Shots

Happy Birthday Louis!

Hi people :)
I posted this text on ig for Louis' birthday but I prepared and wrote it on wattpad so I thought why not publish it? :)
If you wanna you can skip this chapter and just not read it :)
Ilyyyy

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Soooo

Prepare for a long-ass birthday text for my sunshinnnnne :)

GO! :)

Dear Louis William Tomlinson.

There is a lot of stuff I'd tell you if we ever met BUUT most likely that will never happen. Also I'd like to say I'll keep this short or as short as possible but you would think it's a lie because it would be very long even if I kept it short.

What I love about you...?

Idk where to start.

Even when I wasn't particularly fond of One Direction I always thought you were the one with the nicest voice, smile, appearance. You could say I kind of fell for 1d over you.

There is this textpost that says "You don't chose your favourite bandmember, your favourite bandmember chooses you."

And that just really fits bc I didn't even question you being my fave once. I don't know exactly why I fell for you back then but I know exactly why I fall for you over again every single day, why you are my sunshine and angel.

You have such a beautiful face to begin with, gorgeous soft features (AND CHEEKS NOT TO FORGET). Your hair is always so beautiful, no matter whether slicked back or fluffy and I wish i could touch it once.

And when you smile (the whole world stops and stares for a while) but that's actually true. Your smile is so bright, so shining and i absolutely adore the way your eyes light up and crinkle.

Your laugh is like the most beautiful sound on this planet and it makes me smile every time I hear it. It makes me want to take everything that could wipe this smile off your face away so you could always and forever laugh, smile and be happy.

I know that might sound weird but after all you have done for me, after all those times where only your voice or your laugh would manage to calm me down and make it alright it's kinda obvious that I feel so protective towards you.

I wanted to keep your voice for the end bc that's what I can (and will) say most about.

Your voice. It's so hard to describe it properly but I will try to describe how it sounds to me.

When you sing it kind of feels like warm water to a mermaid that was on the land for too long. Like besaid mermaid can slip into the water again and has it surrounding her and it feels like home to her and there is nothing but her and the water and all worries and thoughts are gone.

Now you're the water and I'm the mermaid.

I know your voice gets critizised bc people say it's "weak" or "too high". That's nothing but *cough* the biggest load of bullshit I've ever heard. Your voice is perfect, why can't they accept that? *cough*

It's like honey surrounding me, warm soft sweet and slightly raspy. And yummy. Whoops.

Well, in my opinion your voice is a huge part of what makes (YOU BEAUTIFUL OH-OH) no, jk, what makes 1d special. Your voice carries everything, your voice is the soft harmony in the back but your voice is also the most unique I've ever heard.

It's like glass: fragile and very beautiful but it can also be really strong. I love when you have that little raspy tone in your voice bc that just makes it even more beautiful.

I'm so proud of how you grew, of how from no solos and insecurity you grew to be the amazing 19 (YES 19) year old boy you are now, smashing your whole own chorus about morning sex being confident and hot as always.

I wanna thank you for so many things. Thank you for showing me that with a strong will you can reach everything you want to, thank you for showing me that weird is lovely and absolutely okay, thank you for showing me how to be an amazing, kind and loveable human being. Thank you for saving me with your voice over and over again when only hearing your voice could make me smile or calm me down while I was crying.

Thank you so much Louis. You're an angel.

I just want and need you to be happy and well treated and tbh as long as you're happy I will accept whoever you're tovether with or whatever you do. Do what makes you happy.

You're a grown up man *sobs lightly* and you know what's best for you.

I just want you to know that you saved so many lives and you're such a unique human being. I don't know where I'd be without you today.

There is one last thing. It might sound hilarious but well... i knew that if I stayed clean long enough I'd be clean for FOUR (*grins*) weeks exactly on your birthday. Idk I felt like this was a thing i needed to do for you bc you helped me through so so much. And trust me the last two weeks were not easy but the thought of staying clean for you and making this a birthday present kept me doing it. It just felt right.

Enough awkwardness for now. I love you so much and I know you'll never read this but it felt good writing it.

Happy Birthday Boobear♥ ~Hannah

If you read this comment your favourite thing about Louis :) xx -H