Deadly Passion

Chp 1

Come on fast Kesha it's your first day and we also needs to catch the bus.I'm Kesha it's my first day to secondary school ,i was both excited and sad.I just finished preparing myself i'm 1m55cm with long straight hair well tie in a pony tail pale skin tone,dark brown eyes also am kind of chubby and i haven't get my period yet.Things went on smoothly there was nothing to do at school apart some presentation,I make myself some new friends the new school look so big and well kept.
As time went on i found that my attraction for  boys started to grow this is where things starts to mess up,primary level you don't even bother yourself about how everyone feel but in secondary when puberty hit its just another levelWith times i've made myself loads of friends while travelling in the morning i've started to like a guy named Kaidan but sadly he was too old for me and he already had a girlfriend even though i liked to look at his hair and his dark coal eyes anyway we are just friend.
A year has passed and i got quite popular.One day one my way to school i met a guy named math he has a dark complexion dark black eyes also short black hair we exchanged our number with times we even met before and after school.Even though there was nothing physical between us we only kissed once.I decided to leave him when he wanted to broke my virginity things was too weird between us well i think i should leave him on text message never mind he also proposed me on text.
Later on i started to smoke by chance i was not addicted to it.When travelling by bus everyday i saw that mysterious guy,he has brown complexion with dark brown eyes and nice curl in his hair he is so damn attractive and sexy.I never tried to talk to him.He was the guy that every girl wanted,what would he do with me i was too weird.
He seems so obscure each time i saw him i feel the need to be with him.As i started to befriend his surroundings they told me he is named Ash,his name seems to be more darker than his look. Alexia was obsessed by him even though she is chubby with tan skin tone black dry hair and black eyes,she get jealous when other girls talked to him this could not be hidden.Unfortunately he was in a relationship with Elena she has a black skin color straight long hair which seems she never took care of and big black eyes.One day Elena cheated on him with his cousin so they broke up,Alexia was so happy she is the sort of person that shower money on man and she seem to be in need of having boys around him all the time.we were good friends or that was what i think.
Feeling so weird i went to school like every normal day but i have seen him in the bus then he started to jokes around with some of his friends pin pointing me out or it was just me feeling this way,these guys were the popular bad boys i was feeling like thrash beside them.Days passed when one day after school i met my cousin Raphael we were talking on the bus stop when Ash came around and talked to him,i have gone apart from them when,
Ash said;Are you afraid of me?
I said;no
Ash said: Why did you went far?
Then i approach him til then we have got a bit closer we barely had a conversation they were talking about horse race what could i even say.Honestly speaking he looked so cute,sexy and mature his eyes were so deep as if he was hidding a deep mystery.Each and every day we met after school and took the bus together we talked all the way home sometimes we even met in the morning. As time passed the distance betwen us disappear we were going home when gets off the bus Ash kisses Alexia the next morning really excited Alexia thought he would be his boyfriend but,sadly Ash barely have a word with her after school we met again and again.Woke up Kesha you need to go to school,like everyday my mom again poured a glass of water on my face,i don't know what i did to get this.I had a quick shower and get ready i manage to catch the bus Ash was there with his friend Avi they propose to grab my bag and i agree .They open my bag up and took my perfume,On shit they saw my pad i was so freaking i did not even watch their expression they just close it up quickly noticing that i was feeling awkward.we arrived at the the bus stop and rushed to school.The english teacher came in and i was like i did not do my homework and so was the rest of the student so the best students Valeria lend her copy to everyone by chance it was turn to turn or else everyone in the class would land in the office.Only few thirty minute left for the class to be over and i was already thinking about Ash.I need to stop thinking about him.All the girl want him i don't know why he would even date me  i know physically am beautifull bet i still feels like the little ugly ducking.This whole situation is too messed up in my head. The bell rang and i did not even bither to take notes what am i going to do in life exam are near and am unable to concentrate for sure am gonna fail.After school i went to smoke few cigarette with some friends and went to the bis stop where i saw Ash.We get in the bis i sat near Alexia,Ash grab my hand and took my bracelet he did not want to give it back so my hand slip and i slap him,he got angry i was a bit disturb so i tried to pacify him.i get off the bus and saw Ash near the boutique,when i got closer it was not him,what is wrong with me?i can't fall in love with him he is a heartbreaker i think its too late i will just stop thinking about this.When i get home i was really hungry i get myself some rice with chicken and ate as if i did not have food fir weeks.On the next two weeks we will be on assesment.During these weeks Ash wait for me at the bus stop everyday we were getting closer Alexia was not able to accept it.On the last school day he met me on the bus stop we were alone we sat together we had a chat i told him to call me on holiday.when i get off the bus i was still in heaven i just wanted to kiss him each time we sat together in the he hug me i just want to be more than friend but there is something telling me its wrong.