Deadly Passion

Chp 2

Holidays are finally here feeling lot of excitment one day after school before i get down from the bus i told Ash to call me but when he get home then he realised i did not gave him my phone number.The next day he asked for my phone number as i did not have a phone i gave him my mom phone number,the poor guy.
During holidays we did neither call nor text he try calling on my mom number but she answered it and he acted as if it was a wrong number.When vacations are over became closer we began to hug and touches became daily he approach me in some ways i was dying to make our lips meets passionately and to stay in his arm forever still there was something stopping me i was afraid of losing his friendship,he make me melt an urge for me to touch his dark chocolate skin and get closer.
As we meet after school this bacame an addiction i needed to see him touch him to feel allright,as we get closer he started to get jealous when i sat near other boys.So to know his feelings for me Ludovic sat next to me and he was holding me i was having a conversation with kalvin Suddenly Alexia and him told me that Ash love me.I felt so happy but i could not tell them because of Alexia jealous personality.Ash was a guys that every girls wanted knowing thet he love me is a chance for me to have him for myself i know that i love him but this should be reciprocate. I felt in deep reflection and then decided to put up an act i asked Ludovic to kiss me but he decline as he thought Ash would trash him.While looking at him i could feel he was dying of jealousy as he looked so angry i was dying to tell him how i relly feel about him.He look so sexy when his body clenched his muscular arm,the need of him becoming mine was in my mind i could not resist anymore.With the mix up of emotion i got afraid of my own feeling and trying to denied it.I did not know if he really feel same for me or is it just me and my imagination?Suddenly the bus stop to get off some student and Kalvin ask took a seat with his angry look he is so sexy.Kalvin and Alexia did not let me rest in peace and asked me to propose him i bet kalvin he would refuse.
Alexia called him and told him;"Kesha want to spoke to you."
Oh,no she can't do this to my for no to lose point i need to proove them that they are wrong feeling nervous i did not know what to do.
He responded;"Can't she not spoke by herself?
So i took a great courage and went to sat near him and asked him;I want to date you?
And i straightly get off the bus he did not get time to respond.While i look at him he move his nodded his head.I panicked and did not know what to do then all my my cousin requested me to give him a chance at least.I was dying for this day to come since i saw him for the first time it has finally arrived and he is now my boyfriend.I was so excited that he accept my proposition.Ash his name seems so deep while i look at him i feel things happen deep inside of me there is some feelings that i would not be able to hide with time.Just looking in his eyes makes me dive,his lips made me restless,his body makes me want him,In need to feel our skin touch.Also wanting his hand to discover each and every features of my body.
Things suddenly changes now each time i saw him i felt so hot and stumbled each time i saw him there were something which i could not undestand.
On the fifth days of our date my friend Melisa bet us to kiss each other on our way home in the bus,i felt so afraid even shy as i did not know how to kiss nor how to react to it,then i felt his lips brushed mine and i started to get some deep sensation of wanting more.As i did not know how to kiss i tried to make a passage in for my tongue after this i felt awkward with this whole situation,the positive thing is that nobody noticed.
After a tiring day at school while walking down alley to the the bus stop with some friends,i saw Ash with another girl grabbing his hand i felt an ache inside my chest.Feeling green of anger and envy,i decided to talk to him directly.when he reached the bus stop i rushed to him and looked for answer.He was with Ken who pursuade me that the girl was his girlfriend.I was just feeling bad he was a player everyone knows maybe he is hanging out with some other girl,how could i trust him. I don't know if am doing the right thing.
We took the bus and went back home,quite disturbed i get off the bus stop with Ana and started crying over that stupid action he did.I asked her for her facebook profile and she gave it to me without any hesitation.
Soon as i reached home i ate up my snack and went to take a shower.Being at home feel hard with these stuff.
Sometime i just want to tell him that it was a bet though i think it would better if i ignore my feeling for a while.I completed myhomework and i had my food then i went to sleep.I wait untill everyone was asleep took my phone went to see his facebook profile when i saw a picture of him with a girl sitting on him and i started to cry i look at the picture again and saw bushes and his feet was up in a way that i thought there was somebody on him i felt relieve this is so weird.By the way i sleep in the same room as my sister with my mother we live on the first floor and my grandparent live downstairs,I have an uncle that when away with a married women and an aunty unable to have kids due to fertility issues which means me and my siter are the only heir or we hope so.