My Love My Life [I.NY & P.JY]

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JB's POV

It's been 2 months already since Nayeon hides in her brothers secret chalet.
I found her here last month and I have always been visiting her.

I always stand from afar and watch her. She looks so beautiful.

Snows keep falling, but I'm not feeling cold at all. My heart is always warm when I see her and when I'm with her.

You're here ? Come in it's very cold outside.
"She called me in when she noticed me"
Have you eaten dinner yet? " I asked once I got in"
Already. "She replied with a smile"

The smile isn't genuine. I feel like it's fake !

I bright some expensive wine. Do you wanna try ? "I suggested"
Yeah. "She said"
You still miss him don't you ? "I asked"
No. Don't mention about him. "She said avoiding my eyes"
Why don't you just divorce him and start dating again ? "I asked"
I'm not interested in dating at the moment. I don't wanna see him too "she said sipping into her glass"

After 2 hour of drinking and talking about this and that. I decided to go home

I'll get going now. It's late "I bid goodbye"
Go back safe. Bye "she closed the door"

Can I replace him ? "I questioned myself"

*** time skipped ***
*** tomorrow's night***

It's strange. Nayeon is not at the balcony today. Is she inside ?
I knocked on her door many times, but she didn't answer it.
I started to panic and break the lock to go inside.

Nayeon ? "I called her"
Nayeon ? Are you okay "she didn't answer me"

I search everywhere around the house but couldn't find her.
There's only one from left. She must be in her bed room.

I go straight to her bedroom and twist the door lock.
I'm shocked with what I'm witnessing right now.
I'm Nayeon sitting down beside her bed and her back is facing me. Her hand holds a wine bottle. She seems so drunk.
I was about to go in until she says something.

Why can't I forget you ? Why can I hate you ? Why do I keep missing you every nights ? It is not fair ! I'm trying to forget you, but why I can't do it. Why ???? "she cried her heart out"

A tear rolls down my cheeks.
I finally got an answer to my question.
Can I replace him ?
No I can't.
I'm very sure that the answer.

I'm sorry that I can't help you.
He gives you pain. He'll be the only one who can cure your pain.

Jinyoung's POV
Where are you hiding ? Why can't I find you? I really miss you "I cried like crazy"
This past few months, I've become a drunkard. I drink every single day until I fall asleep.
I really want to see her. I want to find her and tell her I'm sorry.
I want to explain everything. God please give me a chance "I shouted"

Knock knock knock "someone knocked on my door"
Who is it ? Who comes here at this hour ? "I asked"
It's me "I opened the door to see jb in front of me"
Why are you like this ? What's gotten into you ? Look at you right now. You really look like a loser "he shouted to me"
Why do you care ? Are you happy now ? Seeing me like this make you feel happy right ? "I questioned back"
Yes it makes me happy ! "He punched me and I fell down"
But it doesn't make her happy "he added"
What do you mean ? "I asked"
Go to find her. This is your last chance. If you hurt her again I'll kill you. You're the one who give her pain. You have to cure her. "He said with teary eyes"
Do you really know where she is ? "I asked"
Clean yourself. Shave. Wash your hair. Wear nice clothes and clean your room. I'll send you her location tomorrow. I do not want you to go in this state "he said and left"

***morning***

Jinyoung's POV

As soon as I got her location from jb, I go there right away.
Don't hide from me again Nayeon "I mumbled"

I finally arrived at the place. There's a huge chalet in front of me. A luxury one. Suddenly, a women comes out to the balcony of the chalet.

I finally see you again. I miss you "I said silently"

I stand there crying. I can't believe I finally found her

She turns her head and meet my eyes. She was so shocked and went back into her room.

Nayeon "I shouted"
Open the door please. Nayeon let me explain everything. Please open the door "I knocked but she ignored me"
Nayeon. I know you got your memories back already. Please let me in. I'll explain everything. " I begged"