Chapter 39

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"No no please tell me you're kidding, please"Y/n's beg as her knee become weak making Jihyo quickly rush beside her holding into the latter's arm

"Miss Y/n, I'm really sorry, condolence"The doctor said bowing a bit before leave the girl

Y/n's falls on her knee and cry as hard as she can while holding into her chest

Nayeon's tears didn't stop falling as she stare at the girl on the floor while sobs silently

"Y/n"Jihyo call her while trying to lift up the girl but Y/n's resist and stay on the floor

"M-mom no"Y/n's mumbles as everyone around her give her a sympathy looks as a lot of sobbing sound could be heard

Nayeon runs towards Y/n and hugs the younger girl as tight as she can

"Nayeon, mom is gone"Y/n said putting her head on Nayeon's shoulder as the older girl caress the latter's hair

"Mom leave me"Y/n mumbles while quietly sobbing

Nayeon just hugs the girl tighter but not untill Y/n stood up walking towards another direction

"Y/n where you going?"Nayeon call her but the younger girl just ignore it and keep walking

Nayeon hold her arm making the girl stop

"Leave me alone"Y/n said looking down on the floor

"No tell me where you-"

"I said leave me alone!"Y/n raise her voice making Nayeon flinch and let go of her arm

Y/n turn around and walk away not minding how hurt is Nayeon after she did the things that Nayeon couldn't even imagine happened

Everyone gasp and Sana quickly pull Nayeon's hand as she hugs the girl tightly

Nayeon quietly sobs as soon as she throw herself on Sana's arm. She still can't believe that Y/n raise her voice to her for the first time

Fortunately she understands that Y/n is not in the good condition after knowing that her mother just passed away

"I shouldn't stop her"Nayeon mumbles

"She needs a time, all of this happend just too sudden, Y/n need some time alone, its not your fault"Sana said calming down her best friend

Nayeon nods her head before letting all her tears gone

Meanwhile Y/n went to the toilet to wash her hands that still have her mother's blood making her tears uncontrollably fall

"I'm sorry mom, I'm sorry, I didn't come sooner"Y/n cry again and her heart aching making the girl groan in pain

"No please not now"Y/n hold her chest as she quickly take out a pill from her pocket before swallow it

Y/n walk out from the toilet and sit on the floor leaning against the wall as she brought her knees closer to her chest hugging it tightly before crying again

"What should I do now mom? You're not here anymore"Y/n mumbles putting her head on her knees

The pain the she feels is too hurt for her to handle, it's killing her inside slowly

Y/n doesn't know how long she will survive without her mom on her side anymore

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The funeral was not going too good, the weather is so dark and raining its like knowing how Y/n's feels

Y/n didn't even said any single words to Nayeon or anyone, she will distance herself from everybody making Nayeon feels worried

Everytime she wanted to get close to Y/n, the girl will just walk away ignoring her. Nayeon just looking at Y/n from far making sure she is fine

Y/n kneel on the floor staring at her mom picture as everybody greet her to say a condolences

"Y/n"Y/n hear a voice calling her but she didn't even looks at the owner of the voice

"Jeongyeon leave me alone"Y/n mumbles and she feels a presences kneeling beside her

"I won't"Jeongyeon reply

"I know it's hard for you to accept this but please stop ignoring us, it didn't make everything better especially Nayeon"Jeongyeon stutter while looking at the girl beside her

"You don't understand, I feel so down, I don't wanna talk to anyone"Y/n said still looking down

Jeongyeon let out a deep sigh

"Y/n we try to help you, just stop ignoring us, let us help you"Jeongyeon reply again holding into Y/n's arm

Y/n push her hand away before standing up walking away from Jeongyeon

"Y/n where you going-" Jihyo spoke while grabbing Y/n's arm but the girl ignore her pulling back her arm

Everyone looking at her especially Nayeon. The older girl quickly follow her after seeing Y/n walk away from the building

Nayeon grab the umbrella since its still raining. After a few minutes following Y/n, they arrived at the another cemetery

Y/n walk inside and quickly stand in front of her father's grave but soon she feels her knees weaken

She kneel down and cry again there. Nayeon stood not so far away from Y/n watching the girl

"Dad why did mom leave me too? Why did both of you gone so early? I wanna come with you"Y/n said while crying again and again

"I can't handle this, what should I do?"Y/n cry

Nayeon couldn't bear with it anymore seeing Y/n in pain as her feet brought her closer to Y/n

"Y/n"A sad voice approaching her as Y/n quickly stood up and turn around

"N-Nayeon, what you doing here? Go back now!"Y/n shouted

Its already raining heavily and Y/n worried that the girl will catch a cold as she try to distance herself from Nayeon

"Please don't ignore me anymore, it's hurt Y/n, I need you"Nayeon said and Y/n close her eyes while taking a deep breath before grabbing Nayeon's wrist and pull her out from the cemetery

"Go back now, you don't understand me! My life is so mess up! I don't want to hurt you with my temper!"Y/n shouted making Nayeon's cry as she put down the umbrella

"You're so selfish! You only think about your feelings! Do you know what I feels right now? I feels guilty, sad and mad with myself! If I didn't come back into your life, everything will be okay!"Nayeon shouted letting all her pain let out

"I hate you so much!"Nayeon shouted before running away from Y/n

Y/n cups her face as she sat down on the grass while crying

"I messed up so bad"

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Hello guys sorry for the late update. I hope you enjoy this chapter.

A few chapters more before this story ends 😊

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