IN LOVE WITH A JERK

Ummph!

I can't explain why I ran from the game. I was never cowardly, I was never scared to show my real self.
I was running away from my feelings for Devin. His touches giving me a weird kind of sensation. I don't know where this strange feeling is coming from.
I have never been in love before, yes.
How did I become a popular girl then?
My parents are Rich, madly if you may know.
My mom is a fashionista and my dad a CEO of well known company, my elder bro was a gift to humanity or whatever the girls say.
So I always had trendy things😉.
I always had a new boy toy every week, I couldn't fathom my inability to stay in a relationship.
I guess my heart wasn't given to me on my arrival upon earth.
The way Devin fingers touched my skin made me feel foreign to my own body.
Ohh Devin what are you doing to me.

As Belle approached my house, I gave her a grateful look and got out before things got more awkward. She is the best friend I can ever ask for, she didn't question through out the all ride.. I'm gonna answer a lot of things tomorrow"wolf whistles".
Sighs!.
I enter into the house with my spare key and went straight to the kitchen for a tequila.
I needed to be calm.
I think I'm understanding why I hated Devin.
I really don't hate him.
I'm only avoiding him to stop more Drama from Annie.
I kinda had a crush on him till Annie came into the picture, so I got mad that he couldn't do anything to stop her.
That means he truly love her, so I gave up on my love for him.
I know! I know! I'm a coward
When I emptied my glass, I washed off the tumbler, about to dry it I heard my phone ringing.
Who could that be?
Has word gone round that I ran from a make out session with hot Devin?
What's wrong with me? How can I call him hot? I'm supposed to hate him remember?
I saw Belle's picture come up.
Oh jeez! Typical bestfriend, couldn't wait till the next day.
As I picked up the phone and I heard her ranting at me for making her miss the game and not being able to spend quality time with Dicky. I had it coming though.
She then asked me if I was alright, Yes I am bitch that's why I ran out from a make out session with a hot guy.
She replied," tone down the sarcastic miss, stop getting your panties in a twist. Does he kiss badly? Does he have a bad breath? Did his teeth keep getting in the way?"
I replied, "no Belle, I was feeling really weird, I felt butterflies in my stomach.. uggh."
Belle replied, "wow wow, that only happens when you have a crush on the per..."
I quickly cut her off," no I can't and don't like Delvin"
She replies, " are you trying to convince yourself or who?"
Not knowing what to reply, I faked a yawn and told her I was feeling sleepy.. she let me go for the night and left me lost in my world.

I was feeling quite hungry before the game but now I don't even have appetite.
Does Delvin feel this same way about me?
Can't wait for my weekends to be over.

DELVIN'S POV
Wow! That was the best kiss I've ever had.
Why did she run out?
Do I kiss badly? Don't think so..I have a reputation for good kisses.
Do I have bad breath? Nope
What could it be?
Was she feeling what I'm also feeling? I don't think so.
She hates me
How I do make her I like me.
I'm gonna fail at this terribly.
This is the first girl I'm trying to get to like me, yeah girls surrounds me Everytime.
I always have a new fling every week,even though they want more than sex from me.
I can't give them what they want,I don't see my self in a relationship with someone not Lori.
I know it's kinda foolish to love someone for that long but I can't help it.
That bitch Annie keeps bringing her bad luck self between us.
I'm so tired of her,can't she get the message.
I love Lori and I will do anything to make her mine.
How would I make her love me?

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