vik

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harry josh jj
i don't know what happened when i last wrote to you.
i'm sitting here right now wondering if you even receive these. if you even care?
surely you mustn't if you went and killed yourselves.
i'm sorry, that was insensitive.
i can't help but blame you for the mistakes i made. for not checking up on you. i feel like if i did you would all still be here.
maybe.
part of me is trying to convince myself that the world will still spin without me in it, and the other half is telling me to think about the ones i'll be leaving behind.
i don't know what to do. i wish you could answer. i have no one to talk to.
well, i have the boys but i feel like they don't care, or they would've spoken to me.
idk

vik

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