No Regrets (a levi x Suicidal reader)

chapter one~

(Y/n) POV

I sat in my math class, the teacher wasn't teaching and all the students were misbehaving and other things. I sighed to myself, gliding my fingertips across my bandages on my left arm. My mind beginning to push me down, 'You're a useless waste of space (Y/N), you're nothing and you will always be nothing.'

I felt tears swell in my eyes, but I quickly blinked them away. I looked at the wall clock at the back of the class room, '11:39, almost time for lunch.. great.' Soon after the bell rings and students begin to crowd out the door, some getting pushed over in the process. I rolled my eyes and got up as soon as everyone had left. I Walked out and begin my way to the cafeteria, getting pushed into a locker along the way. I felt my arm get warm and as I looked at it my bandage began to grow red.

I calmly walked to the bathroom and undid the bandage, watching the blood leak out of my arm. I grabbed an extra bandage from my purse and wrapped it around my wrist. When I was done I walked out of the bathroom and towards the cafeteria once more. Once there I went to my table that I always go to, the one farthest to the right away from any 'cool' people. They really aren't cool, they just look less stupid. My Stomach growled as it was hungry from not eating since about two days ago. I slouched and got up with a heavy sigh and went through the lunch line getting (FavFood), paying for it, and going to my table once more.

I soon see Petra perk up as she sees me walk by and decides to follow me to my table. She sits across from me and starts talking about this boy named Levi. I rolled my eyes, 'everyday she has a new crush and its ridiculous, why does she even bother me with it..?'

I sighed again, "Petra, I really do not care so can you get out of my face." She just looks at me wide-eyed. I give her a glare and she scurries off. I rolled my eyes and begin to eat.