superiority

Chapter 28

"hi finn" I said. he was still surprised and so shook he didn't movie. "maybe.. I should go.." I slowly walked backwards. "what? no" he walked out and closed the door. "I've missed you.." he said. "silly it hasn't been long" I said. "I just missed everything, your voice.. smile.." he stopped for a second. I couldn't help but blush. "and I missed this.." he pulled me towards him and kissed me so passionately.

when he let go I wrapped my arms around him, I didn't want to let go. I felt safe, at home.. like I found my landing zone. "I missed that too" I said looking at him. he chuckled and gave me a quick peck. "well.. come in please" he said grabbing my bag. "I really shouldn't impose I already called a hotel to setup a room" I said. "Hotel?" He said, I nodded in response. "so let me get this straight" he said laughing. "okay" I smirked.

" you can ALLL the way here to vancouver.. to surprise me I assume?" I nodded. "THENN missing you and wanting to have you around me you want to stay at a hotel?" He said. Once again I nodded. "oh hell nah" he said practically throwing me inside. I turned around getting my balance back and he had already gotten my stuff inside. "Fi-" "it's fine trust me" he said.

"And NICK was just leaving.." he said out loud. "I was actu-" all the sudden nicks face looked confused so I looked back at finn who quickly acted normal when I looked at him. "O-Oh yeah! yeah.. I was just on my way!" he got up getting water it was finn was saying to him.

"It was great to finally meet you y/n finn talks about you ALLL the tim-" "NICK!" finn interrupted. "Ok ok" he went for the door as all I heard was the sound of it shutting. "okayy.. umm, well. How was the flight?" he asked motioning me to sit down. "It was great" I said. it got quiet for a second. "I thunk I should stay at a hotel.." I said once again.

it's not that I don't want to stay with him, god I would love to but it's just that.. I feel weird having to. and plus it's also i've pretty much been with him for almost 4 months and I'm sure he's gotten tired of seeing me. "why do you wanna stay at a hotel so badly? hmm?" He asked. I stayed quiet, I bit my lip to hold back my shame.

"well.. maybe bc you're getting tired of me..after 4 ish months of seeing my face everyday." I said. "What? Are you serious?" He said confused but taking it offensively as well. I didn't say anything else. I just sat quietly. "y/n.. I could NEVER get tired of seeing you." he said. "so please, stay here." he added. "if you insist" I mumbled. "oh I very much do." He was quick to reply.

I ended up sleeping in his guest room, it was the strangest thing. I have never been to Canada and it was weird laying here right now knowing I'm in finns house. honestly what the hell am I doing? we're kissing and I don't even sleep in the same bed as him? even though we did back in Mexico? what is this?

he literally tongued me down when he saw me so why can't we just sleep together ? like the fuck.
he is so confusing sometimes.
he can be completely into me then a later second he is not. like cut me some actual slack.
my thoughts were pretty heavy just thinking about all this.

I closed my eyes and imagined something relaxing. which helped cause suddenly I was dreaming.
dreaming about the show? it wasn't going to continue until next year!? god no, I forget this is a dream for the slightest second then let myself believe I wouldn't get to finish stranger things 4.

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"goodmorning" finn said tapping me awake. "goodmorning" I said smiling and sitting up. "so I figured since you've never been here we go drive around maybe eat some food, just have fun you know?" he said

"Yes that sounds like absolute fun." I responded. "Sweet, do you want to take a shower?" he said. "hmm, yes please" I responded.
"alright well, the guest bathroom is through that door, freshen up. make yourself feel good take as long as you need" he said.

He got up and planted a kiss on my forehead before walking out. you see what I mean? he's just confusing.

authors note 🦋
I didn't finish this cause I just wanted to put something out there!
hope you enjoyed this more coming soon!