Adopted by swayla (book 2) 🥀✨

Memories pt.2

I woke up not knowing where I was I thought maybe all the pain was gone maybe I had finally ended it. In a way I felt bad for griffin and the boys but I remembered it's all their fault that this happened in the first place. I hope they aren't here it's true it would be less painful to never see them again then I remembered nessa and Addison and then ryland. Shit I confessed that I loved him when I was in the heat of the moment but he's got a gf now so I guess that's never gonna happen. Then I snapped back shit i still don't know where I am
I sit up and stand up my legs feel week but I can still walk so I stuck on some leggings and a hoodie that said "stop looking at my t*ts" and stuck on some black trainers and snuck out of the room
But just my luck kio saw me
K: HEY JOSIE
everyone looked up and I sprinted away luckily they brought my skateboard and didn't leave it at the hype house so I got on it and rode there and snuck into nicks room from the balcony luckily only nick was there
J: nickyyyy *i whisper*
He doesn't hear
J: pssst nick
He hears this time
He runs up to me
N: OMG
J: shhhhh shut up
N: okay okay lemme get my car and we can go sneak out and get food
J: okay thanks
You guys sneak back off of the balcony and go to Wendy's and get food
N: so how you feeling I thought I'd lost you
J: I'm good sad it didn't work tho I never wanna see them again or the rest of the hype house
N: WHAT NOO COME HERE
he hugs you and you cry
J: it would be less painful to never see them again but that won't happen I have to tell em I'm okay before they get all the police on me hahaha
You both laugh and cry
N: okay so what you gonna do ima be here with you the whole way through
J: thank you Nicky
N: wait we see tony I'm sure he will have advice
J: okay can you call him and tell him to come I'm not gonna walk through the front door
We laugh
N: okay
He calls him and then finishes the call
N: he said he will be here in five
J: okay thanks
5 minutes later he arrives and you go down to the beach but fans see you
Holy shit tons of fans are running to us
J: holy shit guys
T: shit come
He drags you whilst you hear fans saying
Fan1: why did you try to kill yourself
Fan2: why haven't you been with sway
Fan3: what happened to ryland
I burst into tears then see a fan videoing and a couple are on live
J: JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE I CANT FUCKING DEAL WITH THIS SHIT CANT YOU GUYS SEE THIS IS WHY I TRIED TO END IT ALL SO JUST GO FUCKING HATE AND CALL ME SLUT AND SHIT SOMEWHERE ELSE IM TAKING A BREAK I CANT DEAL WITH THIS
And with that the fans stop and stared and then I see the boys car pull up
J: SEE WHAT YOUVE DONE THE BOYS KNOW WHERE I AM AND ARE HERE IM OUT
you run away and here the boys shouting
B: let me talk to you please josie
J: so you can just shout at me
B: I didn't shout griffin did
J: Just let me live my life in peace without hate
B: just talk to me
J: fine without them
B: okay come
You walk over to a rock and tell him everything about how you feel
B: listen I'm sorry but you can't just cut us out like that or hurt yourself we thought we had lost you forever griffin hasn't eaten or talked really and ryland hasn't come out of his room that's why he wasn't at the hospital
J: what about his stupid girl
B: she's actually nice
J: seriously
B: yeah
J: ugh that's it I'm seriously going
B: I think she's cheating on him tho and he's not coming out of the room for anyone I think you should speak to him
J: what if I don't want to
B: just do it for rylands sake
J: what do he can just get better drop me then go back to his girl
B: nooo just please for me and griffin then
J: fuck sake fine then
You both walk out and see everyone staring you just push past and walk back to the house and up to rylands room and knock
R: for the last time go away
J: no ryry let me in
You here someone jump up and open the door and you feel arms wrap around you and you feel tears rolling down his cheeks so you start crying
R: don't fucking do that again please I can't loose you
J: I'm sorry baby it's just you and her when I love y-
You were cut off by someone kissing you so you kiss back
R: I've missed you so much
J: me too
You were making out when the boys walk in
Tb: shit sorry
J: all good bitches
They laugh
JH: soooooo
J: uhhhhh
A: you moving back in or what
I smile
J: hmmmmmmmm such a hard decision
Ja: come on pleaseeeeeeeeeee
J: how can I say no to you guys
They all cheer and I see griffins door he must still be in there
J: ima go make some food for griffin be back soon
I go down and make a vegetable stir fry and make some for the boys aswell
They come down and ate theirs and I went up to griffins room and knocked on the door
G: go away
J: what is it with people telling me to go away
I laugh and he runs to the door and pulls me into a hug
J: woah shit watch the food
We both laugh and just sit hugging

A/n: another chapter finished thanks for reading I will have another chapter up soon