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Does it worth

Since at the age of 17 , Jaxian Leocarpo, Celestine Bregz and Anxell Delavine were friends from the start of the terms in their senior high. Although friends were meant to say the truth, admirer became secretive. Since Celestine had her first chat with Jax, she became aware that she was admiring that guy and Anxell was the only person she told about her secret. In the following months as the three of them grew closer, celestine couldn't stop her heart from beating faster than it's normal beating until the ADMIRE became LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. Anxell kept on saying to tell an untold confess to a friend yet Celestine couldn't bring herself to do it, so she let it be for a while, she thought. After senior high they decided to take each different courses as they please and after five years of friendship Celestine left the country for futher study ( law ) in England leaving both Jax and Anxell behind whom both were also busy studying... Celestine thought that if several years was enough to forget the affection she felt for Jax would be gone yet it became her dispare and thought of nothing but how to confess after being back from another country. It's been a decade but her feelings didn't fade but it became more desirable to see Jax once more but she didn't knew 2 years ago before the present jax met a girl who would someday become his queen. five years later celestine finally came back after her last year of studying law in England and was waiting for the bar examination to come, yet she didn't come home to have a vacation but instead to attend a wedding. June 18, at night where the venue of the celebration of the newlyweds held...

Celestine and Anxell both attend the party on Jax's wedding celebration. They came to the couple to give their greetings along with their gifts for the newlyweds...

"Congratulations! " both have said with a joyful tone the four of them gave a warm 2 seconds hugs

"Welcome back, Celestine! It's been quiet long!" Jax said with great smile on his face

"Thank you!... I really did come back just to attend your wedding! Seems like yesterday back at senior high where you were sometimes stubborn yet look at you now! A grown men who was entittle husband!" Celestine chat on Jax while the four of them laugh

" hahahaha... still didn't change, haven't we? " Jax said, her eyes gleam with delightful happiness for him

"We didn't but you can't fight like before I mean Celestine is a future lawyer after being an accountant! " Anxell said proudly bragging

"Stop embarrassing me, Anxell! I haven't pass the bar exams yet!" Celestine blush lightly while looking at Jax's wife

"Don't worry! You'll pass,we know it!" Anxell said comforting Celestine

The host of the night gave a speech where newlyweds must dance. Anxell poke Celestine's arm " let's get going! Their about to have their dance we don't want to ruin their night!" Anxell said and ask to leave and told them they will be waiting in a corner to watch them.

They sat on a round table on the far side of a corner and Celestine look at the newlyweds dance as thou night will fall and morning will shine bright, Anxell notice her long face while watching from afar...

Anxell took a deep sigh and turn to face celestine " it's been a decade since our first meeting and it's been a decade since you felt happy!..." she look at the couple dancing in the center " look at us now... successors! Jax is an engeener now and I became a dermatologist which I dream to be and you became an a accountant and in the near future a lawyer... both Jax and I are different from before but... you're still you! Still watching him from afar not saying a word and your eyes hides it's true desire!... we're in the right age to be with who we want yet the person we choose didn't choose us... it's far more different than fairy tale books, reality has it's limit in happiness that's why both worlds are unfair to life... I really wish you hadn't met jax that day and you won't fell in love, you won't suffer and you won't... regret it!" Anxell said as thou her last word was a question to Celestine

"Anxell... I know you understand me most... yes! I'm sad yet I still can pretend that I feel nothing... When someone doesn't love you, it doesn't mean that you are unlovable, unattractive and not worth it. It's just that our hearts beat unexpectedly to someone. Loving is the best and the worst kind of accident but the best it thing is I didn't regret any of it..." Celestine told her her true hidden emotions

"I know... but does it worth not regreting anything? " Anxell ask her with a bit sorrowful tone

Still her eyes never took off from the couple "I didn't regret anything what I didn't do in the time that I still had the chance... and it doesn't dissappoint me either... even if you wish that I didn't met him that day it will still happened... because it's destined to bound us three no matter what... I fell because of uncontrolable emotions, I left because it's my decisions, and I came back for a reason... I didn't regret it because it's worth it..." Celestine said calmly but sadness in her tone Anxell felt

"how come you say it's worth it?"

"It's worth to see him smile thou the person in front of him is another, yet I'm full of happiness even watching him from afar... I didn't regret anything because it made him happy today, that's why I say it this way... that no matter what I have done in the past will always be the right decision after all! " Celestine answered while both of them was still watching the couple... Anxell's tears began to fall as thou hearing what Celestine's words was the greatest confession she ever hear at all...

"I'm sorry... I'm kinda bit the big baby!" she said wiping her tears "so, what's your plan after this? Isn't next month your birthday? " Anxell said as she remember

"Yeah... but I came back just to attend the wedding so I'd rather be back in less than a month... " Celestine said and Anxell look dissappointed " can you schedule a leave from july 14 to 30? " Celestine ask her intensely

Anxell look around her " I can, why? " she ask

"Remember the promise I told you before going on the airport 5 years ago; bringing you both back to london with me when I came back... since Jax is already married but I should keep my promise! Besides, I cannot leave you hanging! " Celestine softly said as the dance was done and Anxell smiled with her teary eyes...

~FIN~

By: F.L.M.

A/N: a bit cheezy isn't it? Well, I made this story back in 10th grade🤗