isn't it ironic?

chapter 3<3

august 5th 1996,

y/ns POV:

everyone has something they find strange about their parents, could it be their hair, their personality or something they make you do, but for me, its the fact that my parents made me learn russian, i mean.. why? i didnt know anyone from russia, i dont think ill meet anyone in russia, and i dont have any relatives from russia 

or so you thought?

you see, you were walking past your parents room, unaware of their conversation, the only thing you heard was "when are we gonna tell y/n"

'what?' u thought

you stopped in ur tracks, "tell me what?" you said out loud

they looked at you with a scared look, that made your heart sink 'maybe i dont wanna know this' you told yourself, when deep down you know you wanted to know, badly

"i think we should tell her" your mom whispered to your so called "dad"

your dad nodded as he gestured for you to sit down, which you did

"baby y/n you know i wouldnt do anything to hurt you? and everything i do is for your own protection?" your mom said

"yeah" you said nervously 

"do you know who this man is?" she said while looking through her drawer, pulling out a photo of a dark male, looked like he was around his 30s, short brown hair, wearing gold vintage glasses, he was in a suit, smiling.. he ringed a bell, but i didnt know who he was

"umm no i dont, who is that?" you asked

"listen i know this might come off hard, but, when your dad and i got married, we had y/b/n, then we had a divorce" she said

you were confused, you didnt know what she was gonna reveal next and you werent sure you wanted to know, but you continued listening

"then i got remarried, to a russian man, a man called Kartashov Milomir Ivanovich, the man in the picture, i took y/b/n with me to russia, the guy was a billionaire" she said

'woah' you thought, you still didnt understand the sad part though

"and you see, while i was there, i got pregnant.... with you"

your heart sank, you were beyond confused, you were on the verge of crying but you werent sure what was gonna happen next

"what?" you said with your voice all cracky

"then, i found out he was a crime boss, he wasnt a business man, so i got another divorce, and got back with ur dad, then we had y/s/n"

ouch.

so the man youve been calling dad wasnt your dad

for 15 years all they did was lie

lie

lie

lie.

you were heartbroken

at this point you were tearing up, ur heart was shattered to 1,000,000 pieces, you really didnt know how to put your feelings into words

"thats why i made you learn russian, because i still wanted you to know your origins, i just didnt know when" she said

"so what you did instead of telling me the truth was lie to me about my own dad?" you said almost shouting while tears ran down ur face

"woah whats happening here?" y/b/n said

you turned around to look at him, he was shocked to see your face all sad