Ecstasy Of The Heart

The one with the fight

Curtains were drawn. I smile crept on my lips. I had my first kiss with Austin. Oh my God! In front of the entire school I kissed him.

I can't believe this happened. This is a dream come true.

I was still holding his hand. I glanced at the boy whom I just shared my first kiss with, he was just staring through that blue eyes not uttering a single word.

So, I thought of finally confessing my feelings to him.

"Austin I need to tell you something–" I was about to tell him when Steve walked towards us.

"Hey Emilia, you are looking gorgeous and Austin you passed your first step with flying colors. I never knew you'll take this thing seriously" He complimented me and told  Austin a weird statement.

Which thing is he taking too seriously? What is he saying? Which step?

" Thank you Steve but which thing are you talking about?" I asked Steve with a raised eyebrow.

"You should ask Austin about that babe .See you later love birds " He winked at me and left.

I blushed at his words. He thinks we are love birds! I am just living my dream right now. I am so happy.

Coming back from my thoughts. I realised that Austin haven't uttered a single word. He was just standing cold-blooded holding my hands.

What is wrong with him? So I decided to get back to expressing my feelings to him.

"So coming back to the conversation—" I was again interrupted my him.

He finally spoke.

"Emilia you shouldn't have done that." He said to me in a raised tone.

What? This isn't happening. How can he say that? Why will he say that?

"What do you mean? Are you disgusted by my kiss?" I asked him in an angry tone.

"Why the fuck will you kiss me in front of everyone." He asked me

Something broke inside me while hearing this from him.

"Wasn't this part of the play Austin? Just agree that you were ashamed that I *the nerd* kissed you. An ugly girl like me can't kiss a boy like you, it doesn't suit your personality. AM I RIGHT???"  I shouted at him with tears rolling down my eyes.

"Emilia—" he said in a soft tone and walked towards me.

"NO AUSTIN, JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. I ASSUMED YOU TO BE DIFFERENT. I FUCKING TOLD YOU EVERYTHING BUT I SHOULD UNDERSTAND THAT ALL THE BOYS ARE THE SAME." I shouted at him on top of my voice.

Tears falling from my eyes. This is the time I wanted to erase from my memory. I wanted to get away from all of this.

"Austin! Tell me why the Fuck were you acting all sweet to me? You never considered me as a fucking friend then what was the purpose of all that sweet acts. Even, before the play you were all normal. I am Fucking done with your moods." I shouted at him.

Listening to me he got so furious that he shoved me to the side, I fell on the floor. And without even glancing at me, he left me in that place.

I was lying on the floor crying that my face hurted. What happened to the Austin who was kind and sweet. He used to care for me but what happened now?

This was supposed to be my day and it turned out into a nightmare.

I gathered all my emotions and decided to leave.

That's when my phone rang, my mother's name flashed on the screen.

I cant let my parents know what happened to me. I can't trouble there peaceful lives again. I can't  do that. So, I picked up the phone.

"Hi Mom, What happened? " I said in the most happiest tone.

"Darling, Sorry to disturb you but I just wanted to inform that your dad and I will be out of town for around 2-3 days due to some businesses deal. If you feel alone, call Austin as I trust that boy" my mother said to me. 

Hearing Austin's name was heartbreaking. I can feel the corners of my eyes getting wet.

"Uhm..yeah sure mom. Take care. Love you " I said faking a happy tone.

"Are you alright sweetheart?" She asked concerned about me.

"Yeah mom, I am fine. Gotta go. Bye " with that I hanged up the phone.

Tears were falling from my eyes. I came out of the hall and went to get changed. 

After changing my clothes, I wiped all my tears and went towards my car in the parking.

I wanted to go home and just lay on my bed peacefully.