Ecstasy Of The Heart

The one where the tears fall down

Emilia P.O.V.

I finally felt immense pain in my entire body. I can hear someone talking, tries opening my eyes but it was very difficult.

I felt weak and dull. I was feeling that all my blood has been taken and I am dying.

Suddenly all the scenes started to appear in mind.  I was hit by a car. This thought made me uncomfortable. Austin was running after me.

Oh, God! Is he alright? What happened to Austin?

I cried shaking my head side by side. What is happening to me? I am unable to open my eyes.

I started shivering. That's when I felt a hand cupped my face and soft fingers held me close to their chest.

"Emilia, everything is fine." It was him and by his voice, I can clearly make out that he cried a lot. 

I slowly opened my eyes.

His eyes were blood red.  His hair was all tangled, he was wearing clothes that were covered with blood, I assume that blood to be mine.

I felt so comfortable in his arms. I was finally feeling relaxed and then I remembered the thing I never expected from him.

THE BET

I shrugged myself away from him. I was so weak that I wasn't able to push him, his hold on me was very strong.

But I tried pushing him till he ultimately steps backward.

The look in his eyes was full of disappointment. It seems like I've taken his heart with me and crushed it.

"Why? Did you do that to me?" Thu was the only sentence that automatically came out of my mouth.

He was about to say something when suddenly the door of the hospital room burst open and I saw my parents and Lexi rushing towards me. 

"Emilia! Honey are you okay? What happened?" My mother asked me in a panic tone.

I was numb. I can't tell mom why I was here.

She loved me and will be hurt that she wasn't there for me when I needed her the most. I can't hurt her.

"Emilia, sweetie what happened? Tell us" my father asked me in a sweet tone.

I can see the dissatisfaction in his face. I wasn't able to make eye contact with him. I can't deal with them now.

"Ask Austin he will tell you" is all I could think of to say. He glanced at me and was hurt by words.

He stared at me and did not stop staring in my eyes.

"Austin! Why the hell is Emilia here? Is she here because of you? Come on dude answer the fucking question!" Lexi yelled at him in front of my parents and walked towards him.

She said the f word I front of my parents. She is really pissed this time.

Before I tried to calm down Lexi, Austin let out a sharp breath.

"Yes I'm the only one responsible for Emilia's condition but this was not something I would ever imagine. It was an accident. I am sorry" I could hear his voice shrill as is he was about to break down

"What the FUCK did you do to my daughter? I never fucking want you around her ever! Did you get that? " my father screamed at Austin in an angry tone.

I have never watched my father like this ever in my life. 

Everyone in the room was shocked to see this side of my father. My mother was upset and Lexi seems like she was about to kill Austin.

Austin glimpsed at me for the last time, I saw a tear escaping his eye. By seeing this side of him, felt someone pierced my heart into pieces.

With that, he left the room

Will he never come back for me?

Did I do something wrong?

Was this somewhere in between my fault too?

Do I still love him?

All these thoughts were indicating something wrong occurred tomight