Rula Ke Gaya Ishq Tera

Part 2

Life use to be so happy, what happened to the happy days? The days when all you had was good laugh, great company and love. Everything is broken now, everything is gone. She is no longer with him. She left. She isn't coming back. The house is dead. His life lost the charm. He felt worthless. 

And, he felt lonely. 

He missed her. 

It's true that we realized the worth of the person when they are gone. He failed to appreciate her. He pushed her away without giving her the explanation that she was seeking from him. He kept her in darkness, letting her find the reason for his anger. He didn't bothered to give the reason. He let her suffered. He made her cried. He was angry because of Paras. He was pissed because she keep chanting her attachment for that loser. He let her fight her own battle with Paras. He wanted her to see, the man with whom she's attached to is literally degrading her. He wanted her to see the reality but he failed to understand that his silence and words were equally painful to her ears and it left a deep bruise. In fact, a much worst pain than Paras words. She certainly didn't care about Paras. She cares only what comes out from Sidharth's mouth. 

He regretted for not taking her in his arms. He regretted for not hugging her tightly. Apart of him was confident it was play created by the creatives. Shehnaaz was the pearl of the show. She has given truck loaded content to Bigg Boss 13. He had monitor and analyse with whatever few clues they gets during WKV and guests that Shehnaaz had a huge support from the audiences. He sees her in finale. If he knew she was leaving for real, he would have crash her in his arms - despite having the fear of not able to leave her - with the fear that he won’t see her again, he would still go all out to hug her.   

If yesterday was tough then today is worst for Sidharth Shukla. He was not able to sleep. He missed her already. It was only yesterday he saw her before his eyes and today she's no longer there. And tomorrow, is her birthday. This was her first birthday with him. 

From the past few days, he had been sleeping - hugging her pillow. He could smell her scent on the pillow. It gave him strength to continue even when he felt trapped in the house. 

Aarti, Mahira, Paras and Shefali tried to engage him in conversations but he showed no interests. He felt he abandoned Shehnaaz to stay with his team. He clearly knew Shehnaaz dislike them but yet he stayed with the team. He choose the team over her. And, he saved a weak contestants like Aarti. He would never forgive himself for the mistakes he committed. He's not sure if Shehnaaz would ever forgive him. He's not sure if she would ever meet him after the show?! 

"Bhai, tu tekh hai?" Paras said. He settled a chair away from Sidharth near the garden area. 

He was royally ignored until he opened his dirty mouth. 

"Apne game par focus karo. Just think that she's gone for good. She's not a good influence, Sidharth. Caller ne bhi kaha hain that she has not supported you. Fake lagti hain voh logo ko aur muhje bhi. Why spoil your game and time on her?! She flips and she started with me and gone to you. Pehle mere piche padhi thi, jab maine bhav nahi diya toh tere pass chali gayi. These are the kind of people that you should cut from your live." Paras advised. 

However, what comes next was something he didn't expected. Sidharth stood up coming face to face with Paras. 

"Tu kaun hai bey muhje yeh saab bolne wala? Kaun hai tu muhje uske bhare main bura bolne wala? Who the fuck are you to say that she is a bad influence? Tera muh todunga main aaj.." Sidharth screamed on the top of his voice. His chest was getting heavy.