Just a little chunk of hope (Komahina) 🔞+ angst

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(Hi, this one shot was made about 5 years ago, when I was 11. I was an extremely troubling kid, and started the za when I was 12. These last few stories are extremely traumatizing, and this is your warning. Little Family (Komahina) Is a better one shot to read.  It's not as outdated as these ones. Thank you for reading!)

~3rd POV~  (TW: RAPE AD SELF HARM)

Nagito sat on his bed, thinking about his boyfriend, Hajime Hinata. 'He would never love trash like me...Why do I bother?-' "Nagito?"
His thoughts were interrupted by his boyfriend, Hajime.
"Oh! H-hi, Hinata-kun!" Nagito says,getting up and off his bed.
"What's going on?"

"Nothing, just came to visit my favorite person in the whole wide world!~" Hajime hugs Nagito, making the pale boy blush. "My parent's let you in? I'm surprised." Nagito jokes. Hajime laughs. "You have such strict parents!" 'If only you knew.' Nagito frowned. Hajime sits down on Nagito's bed and they talk and laugh for hours.

A few hours later, the ahoge boy checked his watch, and looked at the hope boy in disappointment.

"Sorry, Nagito. Looks like I have to go. I don't want my parents ripping my head off." Hajime jokes. Nagito pouts,"Aw, bummer. Can we facetime  when you get home?"

"Yes Of course we can. Bye I love you" Hajime Pushes his lips against Nagito's. The kiss was soothing....Until Nagito's dad walks in. Nagito forcefully broke up the kiss and whispered in Hajime's ear, "Go. Please." Hajime nodded and waved goodbye. When the door closed to Nagito's house, his dad looked at him with a menacing grin, unbuckling his belt, meanwhile, Hajime was running to his car. As he got in the drivers seat and sat down, he heard a scream coming from Nagito's room. He was unbothered by it. He started his car and drove to his home.

"Dad? W-what are you doing?"

"Dad?"

"Shut up! I don't want to hear your stupid voice!"

"Dad, please get away..."

"Dad stop!"

"NO! G-GET AWAY FROM ME!"

"STOP! Please..."

"No..."

Why..me..?"

"..."

(A few hours later...)

~NAGITO'S POV~

My throat ached. I felt numb. Nothing. I decided I should take a shower, I always feel filthy when my dad beats me senseless.

(After da shower owo... Btw Nagito is still a virgin....His mouth isn't tho. I guesSyou could say a 'forced blowjob'. Leave your anger out on Hope bagel's dad here qwq)

After the shower, I try to dry myself off. As i was drying my hair, and I noticed a razor blade sitting on the counter near the sink. I pick it up and examine it. 'maybe..One cut wouldn't hurt...' I held the razor blade up to my forearm, hand shaking. I press the blade against my skin and slid it across. 'What have I done?' My arm was bleeding like crazy, but I couldn't stop. I slid the blade across my pale skin again,

and again.

and again.

and again.

...

I couldn't stop.

After about 16 cuts, i look at my arm. It was stained with blood and 16 thin scars. I ran my arm under cold water and head to my room. Today was a rollercoaster. I get into the covers and close my eyes, hoping i'll end up dead by tomorrow morning. Knowing my luck..

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