i am scared

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What do you want from me? Now you want to know if i still love you. Do i? Everytime you wanna know if i still do, not long time ago you didn't care what my heart felt if it still pumped or not.why do you care now? You keep looking for the answer in everything i do , please stop.
I'm afraid of trying to answer you. Even i,do not know the answer. At times i feel like pouring my heart out but words can't get out of my mouth. Everytime i try to say something, i wonder if you really changed. Did he change please tell me if you know? If he changed. If all things were true ,would i want to come back. I don't want you but i need you.
Why do you seem to be going far. Don't. Listen Devil don't leave me,please don't. If you leave me i will be lost forever, i know i told you i didn't need you , i pushed you away. Please don't go. Ignore my words don't look at my actions. You said you could see through me i beg you please do. I am scared you are the only person I'm remaining with, may be that is why i don't want you to go to light. I have lost my light i tried to go back i couldn't so if you go i will be left alone. Turn back to me. My pride my ego surrender may be then devil will not leave me. He will take my hand wherever he goes.

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 14, 2020 ⏰

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