Protest

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A/n
I gonna be writing in mari's point of view because thats easier for me, tried something new and failed.

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I wake up to the light from my window shinning into my room, i open my eyes slowly to see the back of someone as memories of last night flash trough my mind, i smile and wrap my arms around him,
I feel so dirty, i cant believe i had sex with someone i just met and know nothing about, Not even his name, yet i was happy, having my hands around his body, i felt safe.

"Good morning sweetheart" he says in a raspy voice, rubbing my hand and turning to me,

"Hmm~ good morning" i smile looking up at his eyes looking down at me,

i felt like a little doll wrapped around his arms, the sound of his heart beat, He leans in to kiss my forehead, i smile and kiss his chest gently,

"I wanna stay like this forever" he says pulling my head closer to me, playing with the ends of my hair,

"Me too, but i have things to do today, and we need to talk" i say sitting up, i grunt and stretch my arms,

"We need to talk?" He questions, sitting up next to me,

"Yeah, i feel guilty having sex with a man i don't even know the name of" i say tucking my hair behind my ear,

He chuckles, i edge towards the end of my bed and get up, my legs still sore from last night, he could clearly see because he gives a mischievous smile, i walk towards the bathroom and wash my face, while brushing my teeth he comes up behind me, his hands go around my waist, he kissed my neck down to my shoulders, i grab a toothbrush on the counter and  shove it in his face, his eyes widen confused, i finish off and wipe my face,

"Im not having sex with you first thing in the morning"

He chuckles while brushing his teeth, i walk out to the kitchen and start making pancakes, he comes out of the bathroom after a little,

"You okay with pancakes? Or do you want me to make something else?" I ask keeping my eyes on the pancakes,

"No, pancakes are fine" he says leaning on the island,

I flip my last pancake and place it onto the plate, i drizzle some syrup on it and slide it to him, he nods, i walk over to the living room and sit at the couch with the plate of pancakes in my hand, he follows, he sits next to me and i inch closer to him, i swallow,

"I think it would be better for me to at least know your name" i say cutting another piece of pancake,

He hesitates

"I don't think its okay for you to know my name" he says placing his pancakes on the coffee table,

I slightly choke on my pancake but manage to swallow it, i do the same and place my plate onto the coffee table,

"What? Why not?" I ask wiping my mouth with my sleeve,

"Well, i think that officers will be coming for me and if i get you involved they might arrest you as well" he answers,

"I got involved the moment I knelt in front of you by the dumpster" i answer placing my hand on his thigh,

He sighs and nods,

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