i know | j.hs. |

three

"How...is he doing?"
Pressing the phone against my ear, I looked down at my lap.

"Hoseok is doing fine. Don't worry. I'll take care of him as you said."
"Thank you, Jimin."

It was silent at the other line, when I suddenly heard footsteps. A familiar voice was heard.
"Aren't you gonna eat Jimin? The others are waiting."

'Hoseok...'

"Nah, I am good. I ate too much earlier." Jimin said.

There were a few mumbles that I couldn't understand and then I heard them laugh.
I smiled and tears started to build up in my eyes. I missed the sound of his laugh and smile.

"Are you still there?" Jimin asked at the other line.
"Yes. Is he gone?"
"He just went to eat with the others."
"I see."

"Hey, do you really not wanna talk to him again? I know you still like him....or else you wouldn't had asked me to take care and look out for him."

"It was just to help him. Nothing more, nothing less."

"I know that you and Hoseok met up a few months ago. He told me that you didn't wanted to go back together. Now tell me the real reason why you would still call me every now and then to ask me how he's doing.
It's clear to see that you still have feelings left for him. Don't deny it. Be true to yourself about your feelings and don't ignore it."

I laughed at his words, because he was right.
"Look, Jimin. It....it wouldn't be right to go back together. It didn't worked before and when he asked to go back, I....it wasn't the right timing, you know? Hoseok wasn't in a good state. It would end again if I would have accepted.
But hey, you don't have to call anymore to keep me updated. I feel better now to know that he's in a good condition. Hope you all have a great life. Goodbye Jimin."

"Wait-"

I cut of the call and looked down. My jeans were stained by my tears. I sobbed, cried and laughed at the same time. Mixed emotions floated inside of me.

'I guess we both hadn't had moved on that fast. I guess I am now the only who has feeling left from the two of us. I kept saying to myself that I moved on, but why do I still have the need to check up on you every now and then.
Maybe you were the only person who I trusted and could make me laugh when I was in my lowest positon. Maybe that's why I can't let you go.
Because you were the only person I had in my life.'

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Well, wasn't that a sad heartbreak.
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That's the end of the story. Hope you enjoyed it.ヽ(¬ ε ¬)ﾉ