but of course, my childhood years
came to an end.
it was the thing i feared most: growing up.
that fear was now becoming a reality,
right before my eyes.
after a while, i stopped going to
that place as much as i used
too.
i lost interest in the night sky.
where the stars lived, and shinned
ever so brightly.
i fell right back into my studies when
i was around the age of 15 or so.
the books, papers, tests, everything.
i didn't enjoy it, but i often thought about
my future.
what would it be like? what were to happen?
i questioned myself like i did
when i was with yoongi.
i thought that he was no different then i was.
i never knew what happened to him.
he must've went to a public high school,
or something like that.
i didn't exactly know.
we did have our differences. our flaws
and mistakes that drew us apart.
and i never realized how much i missed him.
