Destiny's POV
*Beep* *Beep* I groaned I seriously need to put an alarm clock in my phone with normal music and not annoying beeping sounds. But the truth is if I was to put some music or anything I like I will never wake up so this is why I wake up every morning to this stupid sound.I hit my alarm clock so it will shut up, me being the clumsy one felt and high face the floor with my face. "Fuck!" I moaned in pain, and that my friend is what I wake up to every morning is the same routine really.
I got up my face stinging in the process the world spin for a while and steady after I blink a couple of times. I made my way towards the bathroom which was in my room which I'm thankful for because I don't feel like sharing my bathroom with no one else but-just me. I grab the knob and twisted it I made my way in turning on the lights in the process. I close my eyes and slowly open them I blink a few times letting my eyes adjust to the sudden brightness. I close the door and lock it, I open my drawer yes, I have a drawer in my bathroom. I went to the undies section and grab my Victoria's Secret undies aka my old grandma (not literally) undies and a sports bra, because I hated it when I run and my boobs go up and down as if they were fighting with each other. I went into my socks section and pull out my snowflakes socks that go up to my ankle.
Once done I went in to my closet and grab a pair of jeans,white undershirt,I grab my New York sweater, my browns ankle boots, with that I made my way towards the the bathtub. I slide the glass door I step in and and turn the water on warm, when I felt it heating up I grab the silver handle and pull it up so that the water will come from above and not the lower part of it. I just stood there letting the warm water hit me, after a few minutes of just standing there I grab the soap and rub it on my body I grab my green apple scented shampoo and applied it on my hand. I began massaging my hair relaxing at the softness I wash my hair out and repeat it the same steps with the conditioner. I washed my messed body and everything else that had any sign of soap, after making sure I was clean I turn off the water and grab my white towel.
I slide the glass door and got out, I dried my feet's in the soft carpet outside the bathtub, after few minutes I walk in front of the mirrors gasping as I saw my reflection "If I was ugly before I'm uglier now." I sigh why a fucking bump I fall all the damn time and it had to be today that I get a fucking a bump. I grab my undergarments and put them on (also grabbing my vanilla scented lotion as I did so) and put some on rubbing every where so I don't get ashy later. I stop on my wrists seeing the old marks, I haven't done it for a long time. I remember how when I first cut it was a school night so I had to go to school the next day and explain to people (when they actually did cared about me) that my cat was "angry" and got out of control and it scratch me.
My excuse seem legit for about a week but than more and more lines began to appear because it was my only solution to my problems. But somehow some way they found out the truth and that's when all hell broke lose. I remember when I use to have a crush on him, I will laugh at his random jokes or comments, sing with him tell him my problems, but than one day everything change he stop talking to me or texting me and instead of listening all he did was laugh at me I can't believe the person I trust the most had broken my heart into pieces. But I've learn a valuable lesson "Not everyone who claims to be a sheep is sheep for all you know it could be a wolf underneath."-by me
~Authors Note~
Hello everyone I hope you enjoyed this story I'm not new on Wattpad but I'm new at publishing stories for everyone to read online. I have done some stories before but in a journal ( & this is one of them) for only my best friends to read and so on and so forth. And well you'll will finding out which boy push her away as we go through the book. Thanks for reading this chapter let me now what you think comment vote etc,
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